robscarlett

It's amazing how much joy a sammich can release! My favs are Peanut Butter & Orange Marmelade.

One of the weidest things that happened to me was to have a weird dream about my ex, and realizing that a part of it was true! She'd moved out of the state, and I dreamt she was back, and she was!

What made that dream suck even more is that in it, she was trying to kill me... needless to say, I hvaen't seen her since she got back.

Nice to meet you last night at the SGCT holiday party , hope to see you at local events in the future

glad you came out last night and happy to hear that you enjoyed it. it was great to meet you.

That's what I told them a few months ago. I'll have to try it again if they call back.

How are you doing? *hug*

again, thanks for the kindness. i really needed it. i am actually feeling quite better. i think that what i really needed was some closure, which i now have. i'll miss him, but it's not like we'll never see eachother again...i always see him (which is what has made things kind of hard sometimes).
i've noticed when my relationships end and i am not the one to end them, we generally end up getting back together about 5-6 monthes after the split....who knows. people and things and life are weird.
i actually met a guy that seemed to be super cool......we've talked on the phone a couple times and i've known who he is for months and months...unfortunatly, he sent me an email yesterday telling me that he has a girlfriend. he says that he can feel things coming to an end between the two of them...but i'd hate to be the reason why things came to an end, ya know?
yes.....it is cool that we have the same birthday!!!!

For what it's worth, before my parents got married, my dad told my mom he needed a break because he'd never dated around. He did so for a short while and then came back to her, and they were wed, and had a reasonably successful marriage, by today's standards. Of course, now they're getting divorced, but that's unrelated. Better now than later, and better honestly than deceitfully. Of course, it still fuckin kills, but maybe that'll get you to sleep a second sooner at night.

wow...that is a really really rough thing for you man. it sounds like you are having a harder time than i am really. but i do appreciate that you commented to my story. i guess that things are totally over now. he and i talked today....it's all in my journal if you care to read it. thing just truely suck.
his birthday is next week and i still have gifts for him...which he's going to get, which he knows he is going to get. all i can do now is try to realise that things are over and just try to move on...

on another note...we have the same birthday! that's pretty cool, right?

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Yeah, I know. It's a habit. Like, I have a hard time hitting the 'submit comment' button if I haven't signed the post. It just feels wrong. It's like the cigarette after the sex. You don't need to, but you feel like something is missing if you don't.


Daniel

I guess I've been serious about photography for about 9 or 10 months now. And, yeah, nothing inspires one's creativity like hot naked chicks.


Daniel

Don't be stingy! you're supposed to share!

You know, I could swear we were friends when I was on SG last year. How have you been?

You got yourself a deal! Yeah, I was gone for quite a while, but I'm back noiw Just had to straighten myself out a little bit

Dude, hang in there. Turn the TV from Princess Bride to VH1's Best Week Ever.

What is that closing quote from? If it's from you, you're awesomer than before. If not, I want to know what it's from.

Hang. Exist. Be.

I know the whole world looks like shit but that's no reason to leave it. I know you're not planning to but even at rock bottom there are still laughs to be had.

http://evan.nixsys.bz/laughs/qwantz.py?c=comic2-14.png

That comic helps me, sometimes. When you feel like you have nothing to lose, live that way. Stay up way too late and watch TV. Do something stupid. Do a lot of stupid things. Do things to make it feel worthwhile to be you again. And if you need to chat, I'll be on AIM all night.

awww, my dear!
i cannot believe that! you really seem to love her so much. i hope she's understands it and comes back to you.

i'm only sorry that i can't be your head doctor 'cause don't really plan working with psychology. but if you need someone to talk, i'm here for you.


get better, please.

Thanks for checking up on me =).
To answer your question, I'm doing every piece of the MMORPG. I'm coming up with the concepts, doing all the programming, etc. etc. It keeps me entertained.

No way I could make a 3d game...not in that single-year timespan, anyway. And not with other classeson my schedule. No, it'll be in the 2D Allegro library that a lot of 8 and 16 bit console video games used. Think final fantasy 1. No, think shittier-looking.

Thanks.

Ha! I was writing an update just as you leaving me a message. Check it out.

I bought the new drill at Walmart for $60. Came with two 18-volt batteries. A solid deal.

I love that show.

I'm glad you're well, mister. I'm doing laundry and anticipating decorating my own new place soon. Finally, some well-deserved nookie will be mine.