robscarlett

The party was fun , but only 5 SGCT members showed up , I guess noone wanted to drive with all the storm warnings , Jenna is a nice girl and will fit in real well with the group , and her friends are cool as well . I hope you are feeling a little better today

I don't know how well everything would fit if I made your clothes, but maybe we can figure something out. I have quite a few projects I need to finish first, though. A couple of quilts, some drapes, an apron and a skirt. Hopefully by then, I'll have a great understanding of how my machine will work.

Hmmmm, I smell a night out scoping for some hotties! What do you say?

No problem, Man. BTW, I wasn't talking about last night or tonight; I was thinking sometime in the future. I'll play wingman.

Another classic journal entry

During this week on a couple of afternoons I had a couple of hundred canadian geese shitting all over my front lawn , It took a couple of rounds from a 12 guage to get them to take flight , and one is in my crock pot right now , my front lawn looked like 500 dogs took a dump on it and is impossible to walk across I'll just have to take solace in enjoying the fresh goose soup

In Middletown many of the local homeless people often hang out at Harbor Park , and many are dressed so well you would never even know without talking to them , during my recovery at the hospital I would often spend time at the park and met quite a few of them , and many are decent people who took a few wrong turns in life

You're so cool! Thanks for the kind words. I feel the same about this site

And though I've never really been homeless, I do agree that sometimes, you become a victim of circumstances. It's just easier for most people to judge becasue they don't want to take the time to understand...

And I have a quote that I think describes you:
"The true measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good."
--Samuel Johnson (1709-1784)

Have a great weekend!

yr precious and sweet, my dear. i am in nc, which is quite a holler in the high wind from you, but sending you the best no matter the distance. i wish i could actually give you the holding and helping that you need. you are clearly such a warm and giving person, so hopefully the right girl will come along soon.

until then, as recommended, maybe get out some and just feel other people? maybe a movie indeed, or a show, or anything that feels right. you only need to take care of yrself right now.

i'm sorry that you've been feeling so low....that's never good.
but am glad that you're feeling a bit better.
sometimes, i think i'm never going to get better, never going to get over him. every night since saturday, i've had a dream about him....there's awful flooding around where he lives right now...he almost ruined a car that way, and i want to call and check out how things are...but it's not a good idea....

....i think i'm just feeling like this cause i'm sick and have nothing better to do.

tuesday, i did take the day off work, stay home adn watch "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind", ponder and cry...at least you didn't give in to it!

No more AIM since I got my new computer. Got a Yahoo Messenger account, vaughnbauer. But, I'm headed off to sleep. I'll be on tomorrow (late morning, early afternoon) if you want to chat. Later.

Flux tonight ?

Wow, well I... ummm. ..... yeah.

So im just stoppin in sayin hi again. I hope your journal entry didnt reflect your new years. I hope the thoughts came from a little blue man that sits on your keyboard and tells you what to write, *he told me me to tell you that, and hes actually more aqua* but yeah, be happy.

I hope you eventually dont feel like killing anyone, especially me. *Huh* are you knocking at my door? AHH!

I uh, well, gotta go...... See yah.

And best wishes in the new year.

Im proud to be part of the group.

Later bro,

till next time...

Done hiding yet ? The holidays are over now

i look forward to your return! i can totally understand you wanting to keep your emotions to yourself around this time of year...new years is rough, especially with a relationship-type situation as the one you have.

mine was really odd too...i have a lot of little crushes on people, but i still, despite all his assholeishness, care for bender deeply. i yelled at him, called him a "mother fucker" on new years eve. he sold me out to this guy that is totally creepy and that i hate, telling him that we were no longer together when dude asked, "hey bender, where's your lady"
rather than saying that i was not yet at the show he told the dude that we weren't together anymore....i can see having that sort of honesty with your friends but not someone that you dislike. creepy dude used to hit on me hardcore when bender and i were still together and it made him furious...but now he's just selling me out to him...so there was yelling from me and then no talking to me from him....for the rest of the night.....things just keep fucking up more and more......

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU THOUGH!!!!!!!

NewYears eve at the frog pond ?

just stoppin by to say hello and see how you're doing!!!!!
hope you're having a good day!!!!

thank you, sir! take care of yrself, yr puter, and all things robscarlett. hoping you are continuing to enjoy a happy day.

can i just tell you that I LOVE FLETCH!!! seriously, i saw it twice in theaters. omg, funny.

thank you for the giggle.

You definately have your head in the right place from what it sounds. You want the best for you but you dont want to risk the feelings of others.

My ex actually visited me today as well. Im still very much in love with her and she is with me too. But she has a whole other life now with her affair guy. So I think in my situation the best thing for me to do is step back and remember why we are in the possition we are in. Why is she my EX? Do I really want someone who could cause so much hurt and lieing in my life. Wether or not I love her doesnt matter, it what I have if I accept her back into my life.

Maybe you should consider the same. No matter how you feel, your taking a woman back that is capable of doing it again to this "other" guy. Why would she stop there if she decided to leave you?

Either way though I wish you the best of luck with it all. We have some hard lessons of love in our lifespan and it never seems to get easier. But really, good luck with it.

And Merry Happy whatever you celebrate, and hope Santa brings you some goodies....

Happy Holidays

the blade is decent but a little thin. should be fine for necks, but wouldn't try to seperate thicker parts of the body.

Chen's "Mushashi" is a half inch(?) longer with a significantly thicker blade.

[Edited on Dec 21, 2004 9:28PM]

Thanks for the loving thoughts, dear. I hope things with your ex get better, without your poor tummy getting worse. Stay warm and have a lovely, lovely holiday!

hee - slaps make a lovely addition to any dirty sex dreams.

be well!

I've come to the conclusion that I need a new hobby , so I've decided to take up the ancient lost art of cement shoemaking , my doctors say a new hobby will help lower my blood pressure too