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SNow boarding was awsome. I have a cold. My ex sent me a text message....I guess just to make sure my heart was still chewed up.
I'm doing well aside from the cold.
I hope you all are well.
Take care. smile
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poetik:
Glad your snowboarding went well! Since I can't even skate, I think I'll save those kinds of fun activities for you smile

And I'm doing well too biggrin
elmcitydrunk:
at least you're enjoying winter a bit. get your ass out to another event already! saturday is movie night!
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I hate this day. I hate the commercialism involved. I hate the way you are made to feel less than normal for having no one to "love" or "love you" on this day....more than any other. I used to think this day was crap...but there were a few times when I would almost feel good about it...because I wasn't one of "those" people who didn't...
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poetik:
My feelings exactly. In fact, it means more when you're there for people everyday, and it makes VD day, as I like to call it, less of a big deal between you and them. And since I've never had a Valentine, and I'm also a very lonely person, I relate. Keep your chin up! smile
kreatinkaos:
Did you get to play in a terain park on the snowboard , or at least a half pipe biggrin Sometimes I just enjoy going psycho on a triple diamond trail , it has been a while since i've hit a tree , though I have accidentally taken out a few skiers , well some of them deserved it biggrin
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I'm getting better. I keep telling myself this each and every day. It's too close to me to actually see the changes but I know they must be there.
I don't like being alone or more to the point being lonely. I feel like a child lost in a store. Everything is so big and open and empty...when I'm with people..it's too crowded and closed...
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arachnequarius:
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm - that is a niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice set of happy images ~ very tactile. rawr. well, the exploding part was a little dangerous, but we all need some danger, yes? wink

so how is project take care of self? having some fun? enjoying some well deserved you time?
arachnequarius:
ps - ok, i just made you sound like the lifetime channel or something! ack! tongue
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When, In Disgrace With Fortune and Men's Eyes

by William Shakespeare (1564-1616)

When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featur'd like him, like him with friends possess'd,
Desiring this man's art and...
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arachnequarius:
my dear, i have no doubt that you will actually win the hearts of any number of wonderful women who will appreciate your lovlieness. and whomever you chose will be a lucky lass indeed. kiss
elmcitydrunk:
while any sort of encouragement i would try to offer here would sound a bit contrived after your literary entry, i do sincerely hope you are well and finding peace a little at a time.
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Sorry about not updating or replying so much. I'm tired. Things are okay in my chest...my heart aches so I know it's still there.
I worked a 17 hour day yesterday and a 10 hour day today. When I got home last night I got an IM from someone and chatted for awhile so only got 2 hours sleep before work today.
So...I'm tired.
I...
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kreatinkaos:
I saw a funny quote elsewhere on the web "He who laughs last , thinks too slow " biggrin
arachnequarius:
no worries, precious - glad that you are feeling a bit better at least. take care of yrself, try and rest when you can, and know i am sending you the best. kiss
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I can feel my walls coming back. It doesn't bother me and it isn't a bad thing...it just is.
Right now I can feel sad. Sad for what I've lost and what she lost. Sad for what never will be and what is to come. Sad for the next person who has to fight and claw and dig their way inside...only to find that there...
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girly:
I can't wait to shoot a set for SG. biggrin

I'll post more pics soon. Take care! kiss
arachnequarius:
you are the sweetest thing in the world - and i am officially stealing "sweet zombie jesus" as my excalamtion of choice. that is the FUNNIEST thing i have every read! you are such a doll, and you have scars, which is incredibly sexy, if i haven't mentioned that before. kiss kiss
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*sigh* I'm tired. No real reason for it....but I am. I like it a little. I may actually sleep through the night without any dreams.
I washed two of my rats tonight after cleaning their cage. My two girls who live together Sheema and Kamora. They did well....no fear poops. biggrin But they did squeek like I was killing them.
And boy did they look like...well...
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kreatinkaos:
Do the rats try to bite you when you give them a bath ? and what do the ferrets and squirrel do at bath time ?

I'm going to need a few trips to my chiropractor if not a trip to the emergency room , everything hurts after letting my inner child loose on the slopes on a snowboard today in vermont , it's been a while since I went last , so the first couple of times I caught serious air , I stuffed the landings badly , much to my nephews amusement tongue
dumpling:
Poor boys - they just like being dirty.

ohh - I've missed you and I've been all reclusive lately - but I think I'm going to turn over a new leaf and start being all friendly like because I like some of the folk on this website - goddamnit!

I burnt myself on my oven an hour ago but it is just starting to hurt because my hands are so cold. It was -33 today.

I think there is a website devoted to Canadians marrying Americans. I think it is for American who hate El Presidente.

xoxoxoxo, minky
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Had dinner last with my friend Kelly and J ("J" is his real name...just a letter*shrug*) and their friend Erinn.
It went well. I found her a lot more attractive than I thought I would...I Mean I had only seen like a postage sized pic of her before so didn't have a lot to go on...but she was very pretty. Her personality was something I...
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allied:
Dude, thanks for the birthday wishes. And, keep getting out there and having fun. You'll be OK. wink
chelsea:
thanks for the set comment/compliment.... wink :love

Who are you quoting? I'd really like to know. kiss
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Upon the Nipples of Julia's Breast
by Robert Herrick (sometime in the 17th century)

Have ye beheld (with much delight)
A red rose peeping through a white?
Or else a cherry (double graced)
Within a lily center-placed?
Or ever marked the pretty beam
A strawberry shows half drowned in cream?
Or seen rich rubies blushing through
A pure smooth pearl, and orient too?
So like...
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kreatinkaos:
Interesting biggrin I know a lot of whores ........I mean strippers who would debate that last quote biggrin
poetik:
That poem's great! And that quote applies to just about everyone too.

I'm at work after a long night out, but it's OK. I'm recovering. So, when did you end up doing your artwork?
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I hope everyone is doing well. I'm doing okay. Low level blah but I'm pretty much okay with that right now.
I may go out this Friday to see a band. Might not. I dunno. I want to but it depends on what I get done around my house and for art work I've got backed up.
Take care everyone. smile
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kreatinkaos:
Hi Rob , I actually fish on the beach year round , right now the winter flounder are on the shallow mud flats getting ready to mate , so it's a real good time to catch big doormat flounder . I also catch a few cod at this time of the year , and blackfish too . I wont however sit on thin ice all day drilling holes looking for fish on some pond or lake , as I much prefer the fresh salt breeze at the beach , you can come along sometime if you would like , it will be close to 60 out this Saturday and I have plenty of extra gear and often cook the fish right there on the beach with my butane stove biggrin
arachnequarius:
greetings, love! sorry about the blah, but hopefully that will be alleviated soon. sending you a lovely weekend, and a big kiss . you are always such a sweetness, so sending much in the way of appreciation to you as well. kiss
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Update. That is all.
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hexek:
Heres one of my favs......


Sitting her pondering the end of time,

Wastefully conducting thoughts of the mind,

Tunneling your way you continue to think on,

Demising your end till its all gone,

Holes in the sole, missing ones own,

Anxiously waiting the return from the lone.



-Later man, take care.

[Edited on Jan 12, 2005 2:41PM]
kreatinkaos:
There is Shag Frenzy and Bound at the Webster Underground in Hartford they are both on Saturday nights and occur monthly biggrin
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And the hits just keep on coming.

THE MESSAGE.
by John Donne


SEND home my long stray'd eyes to me,
Which, O ! too long have dwelt on thee ;
Yet since there they have learn'd such ill,
Such forced fashions,
And false passions,
That they be
Made by thee
Fit for no good sight, keep them still.

Send home my harmless heart again,
Which...
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kreatinkaos:
It's starting to look like you are on an emotional downward spiral eeek
robscarlett:
I'm going for a corkscrew into a loop-dee-loop. Wish me luck. smile