robotscrushheart

so here's the deal...
i'm so close to graduating school, 8 credits away and i'll have a degree. but the closer i get to graduating, the more i hate school and the worse i do. it's not because the classes are getting harder or more advanced. it's actually the opposite, the classes are basically set up that if i go, i could get an A. i'm so sick of school though that i hardly go to any of my classes. one of my classes this semester i went to twice at the begining...and haven't been back since.

here's what i want to do....
it might be nice to have a college degree, but i really don't care right now. i am seriously considering dropping out of school and just getting a minimum wage job or something. i know it'd suck to work minimum wage, but i hate school that much. i hate having homework and having to read to the point where i don't do any homework and i don't do any reading.

i'm just pissed off. people work so hard to do well in school, and i do nothing and do just as well as them. it just pisses me off that the system lets me coast on charm while other people do legitimate work. other people appreciate going to school, i do not. it was handed to me. i did nothing for this. so i do nothing now.

maybe it's kind of like this....
if someone handed me a shit load of money, i would go out and spend it on absolutely ridiculous things. not saving any of it. if i worked really hard for that money, sure i would still buy ridiculous things, but i would save some of it too.

or maybe it's just like this....
i'm a lazy, unappreciative bastard who never tried hard at school because i never had to.