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ok...so i'm going to stay in school.
i guess i'll be cool by staying in school as g.i. joe once told me. but i wish i could do what macgruff the crime dog taught me and just bite the f out of my classes...like this guy mad

thank jeebus i have good friends to talk me down from insomnia induced rants. i am a bitter person....
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panthergrl59:
oh man, if you get your hair cut by 18 visions guy i will so have sex with you THAT much more...and mike drew can come too.
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so here's the deal...
i'm so close to graduating school, 8 credits away and i'll have a degree. but the closer i get to graduating, the more i hate school and the worse i do. it's not because the classes are getting harder or more advanced. it's actually the opposite, the classes are basically set up that if i go, i could get an A....
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dhill1:
I argee with what your saying. If you have to work for something it makes it so much more special. Since you havent had to work for school it really means nothing to you atm. That said please dont drop out. Just keep going and finish up, look at that as your challenge. I have a job that pays ok and doesnt require a degree, but that doesnt mean I dont wish that I had one. So tough it out, I believe you can do it.
panthergrl59:
well baby, we've had our talk about this, and all though not all is resolved, you are well on your way to kicking school's ass and i'm very proud of you. i love you very much, and know that everything's going to be alright.

i love you and miss you. kiss
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saw eighteen visions in pittsburgh this past weekend. paid the $14 ticket price in quarters, dimes, and nickels...not because i'm an asshole, which i am, but because i had no other money. i then left the show early to hang out with my girl, we went to a piercing shop and now i want to get plugs in my ears...

but first i need....
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panthergrl59:
i need more piercings. we should get plugs together over the summer. kiss i love you.
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i think i'm getting sick. i just feel wretched today.
i'm all like puke
and my cat's all like miao!!

but i did get happy happy news! a new profile pic is on the way!
i'm all like biggrin
and you're all gonna be like love
and johnny5 is all like robot
and skeletor's all like skull

i get to see my girlfriend this weekend, we're going to see eighteen visions...
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nala:
oh my god, your post made me crack the fuck up. Hel is a wonderful gal, she's in good hands here and having much fun...yes yes yes...a new prof. pic on the way...hmmm
and i"m all like bok

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hel:
wink
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i am now unbelievably tired and sore. so many bands this past weekend. so much dancing. i had an unbelieveable time hanging out with friends, both new and old, and listening to amazing music. the musical highlight was an amazing set by shai hulud, seeing them always leaves me with an intense positive feeling that i cannot get from anywhere else. it was great seeing...
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hel:
the show was sweet... later at my house darkest hours drummer got naked and walked around in my heels... and the dillenger escape plan road crew guy puked in my laundry... fun times whatever rockstar! everone else was real nice and respectable though... good times were had

:hel:

[Edited on Apr 14, 2003]
hel:
i have a present for you... just ask jamie wink
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i am a horrible person.
i find ways to mess up the best things in my life.
i hurt the most important person.
i am a horrible person.
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RISE UP FEST!
today is the day i go to rise up fest!! so many bands. i am going to dance my face off. robot i've been working on my dancing in my tiny room all day. yeah, i'm a nerd, so what, at least i can two-step now. tongue if you see a dead-tired kid there with a green/yellow/brown messenger bag, say hi to that person,...
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penelopelee:
one = peace
panthergrl59:
neat - i was going to put lenore as one of my favs too - but i decided i keep changing my fav girls like i change my underwear. haha so...i'm really liking katie though.

i'll give you a massage but i'm not giving rachel one! hahaha i hate giving massages! i want one! wink kiss love you babe! can't wait to see you!
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i'm going to the rise up fest tomorow! eeek look at all the bands! so many bands...so much dancing... come look for me, i'll be the extremely exhausted kid. if you find me, buy a caught like fire cd off of me...i should have a bunch of them...i'm going to be doing a promotional tour of sorts for my band.

as well as seeing all the...
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panthergrl59:
yay! hooray!! ya gotta let me know what time you'll be getting in and what time we can hang out and such, so i can get all purdied up!!! wink kiss i love you! byee!!

[Edited on Apr 10, 2003]
dekansilent:
sorry i'd come hang out but no money here for that show, i have to save for alkaline trio. have fun there.

-Dek
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played a show in johnstown this weekend. one of the bands' lead singers made a joke about how many cemeteries there were in johnstown...maybe he didn't pay attention in history class. ah well.

damn you clock switching day! you stole an hour of time from me and my girl!! i also think that someone broke into my apartment and switched my clocks, because when i...
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panthergrl59:
i wish i went to the show!! i like caught like fire shows!!!

i miss you sooo much! that did suck, i thought we had a whole extra hour!

we have to do something neat for your birthday...maybe the hotel thing could be an anniversary/birthday combo. smile
<3 love you ! *muah*
hel:
those are pretty sweet... cheaper hints please..... wink

:hel:
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another day has gone by and i can't separate this one from the rest. my life is amazing, i look at the clock and it's 6:30 am...i haven't gone to sleep yet. for april fools day, i decided to play a joke on all my teachers and not show up to class. i hope they got it.
taxes are done. orchid is audible. sleep is...
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panthergrl59:
you need to listen to simple plan by piebald....

wink *muah* love you, can't wait to see you!
penelopelee:
if i wake up during surgery, and i'm not immobilized by the drugs, i'll throw fists. it's bad news. i'm getting a barbituate drip, not gas though.
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song of the day: "walkin on sunshine"
i wake up to ethel merman, as usual. then i talk to my girl while i read about baseball and then the war. so basically, the only positives of that portion of the morning are, in chronological order: ethel, girl, baseball.

then i start to cut my hair. i just trimmed it, but without any real plan of...
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hel:
hehe rhapsody, good stuff.... i think we should all have swords.

:hel:
milly:
the show was a great time. I didn't have to sneak in but pay $5. which isn't bad at all.

ah the weekend feels so far away already.
sounds like you had a busy day. wow