robotrogue

I just don't know.

It like one giant fucking catch-22 sometimes.

See, I've been 'without girlfriend' for over a year. And to be honest, I kind of enjoy it. But, on the same token I miss the comfort and companionship of having a significant other.

Don't get me wrong, it's not only the 'getting laid' aspect. To be honest, I hardly miss that. What I miss is the companionship, someone that cares about me, asks me how my day was, someone to flirt with, share secrets with, and especially someone to cuddle with.

But being single also affords many freedoms too. Being able to pull all nighters, being able to pick up and ship off for a day, or a week, or a month, withough having to consider the ramifications of it.

So its frustrating, because i want both in a way. It's quite the dilemma. But, luckily women don't seem to have much of an interest in me these days, so I guess I can live the 'bachelor' lifestyle for quite some time.

On a side note, I wish my boss would die. (I know, wishing death on someone is extreme, but if he was your boss, you want to drive a bus over him). He makes my work miserable, makes me wish I had another job to work at...

I'm wondering when Karma / My Luck will take a positive turn. But Karma doesn't work if you expect it to.

*yawn*