robotlola

Hey hey hey. She's back with a cold! I went to the doc to make sure I wasn't ridiculously contagous and the doc was kindof a dick. Not once did I mention "the flu". Just coughing, sneezing, body aches, antibiotics. He pretty much laughed at me and gave me a script to fill thurs or fri if I felt I needed it. I came to you in the first place. So yeah, douchbag, I needed it.

Now that that's out of my system, everything else is alright. I moved my first load of stuff back home. DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNN. What's so great about that, is the basement flooded a couple weeks ago. The carpet is getting cleaned friday, and if the mold smell doesn't go away, the parents are ripping it up and putting down tile. Tile sounds more practical. Then I can pick out my own rugs. That would be sweet. For now, my stuff will slowly, week by week, fill the living room, until the basement is livable. I'm getting excited to move out, but not back to Livonia. It's far from work. It's very white and upper middle class. I believe driving from detroit to livonia on a daily basis will create a racist divide in myself. I've been fighting all my life against that divide. I feel this is a test to make sure I don't turn out to be the racist the older generation is, and to come out of this more race-conscious, and a smarter person for it.
Livonia is very spread out. I can't really walk anywhere from where I'm at, and that is disappointing. Cuz if I make the effort to go on a walk, I want it to have a purpose other than to burn 10 calories.

This move will provide good. It will provide positive. I will reconnect with old friends. I will turn a new leaf and be even more awesome than I am now. Great things will come of this, even if I can't see them yet.

I want to meet people, someone. Peoples and someones, definately. Everyone needs a someone, and my cats don't count as my someones.

That was great. You have a great day.

lolizzo