robotlola

I watched a part of the Da Vinci Code today. I remember reading that book in 3 days when I went up north a few summers ago. Tom Hanks is no good, but the story is fascinating.
I haven't quit smoking yet. I'm trying not to buy smokes. I couldn't for a while because I lost my drivers lcense. I went to sec of state today though and got a new one. New pic and everything. I will not be pleased with my picture. Damn winter pudge I'm too lazy to work off. Work is enough. Anyway, two weeks til it arrives. How thrilling. I'll be legal again.
I've been a little out of sorts lately. Janurary time does that to me. I'm a little more introspective, a bit more crazy, and my robot tendencies tend to shien through a bit more. I'm having a hard time comunicating with humanity as of late. Constant battling, unnerving loss, and the inability to relax. It's safe to say I slept terribly last night and I've been distracted when in a social group. Work is "9-5". I'm good at what I do and I love it. As long as I pay attention and wear clean clothes, I'll be fine. I painted my nails last night to feel connected as a person. I need to do laundry. I'm stressed about going home. I'm a little out of sorts.
Time to deal with finances. reality.

--lola