robotlola

i'm awake at 6am. i have terrible heartburn. at least i think it's heartburn. my chest is hurty so i took some heartburn medicine. and now i wait. i feel like this stuff takes 3 hours to start working.

- i've been watching madagascar. i really enjoy that movie. i think it's fun and fresh.

- my house is a disaster.

- the weeds in the backyard are out of control and must be taken out before the ground gets hard. i want to pay someone to do it because i don't want to.

- i got a couple extra shifts on the next schedule. i'm looking forward to actually working. none of this bullshit 4-9 crap, 2 nights a week. i kick ass with customers and should be utilized. thats just facts

i am out of smokage. i realized i have a slight reputation that i am not so pleased with. it's been apart of my personality for 2 years now and i will stop when i want to, but i realized it is not a terrible thing to be "out". i am going to see how long i can do this. i need to start treating my body better.

- i crave another small piercing. a double nose piercing or a lip piercing. work definately prevents this. however, i refuse to accept that the fact that work has the ability to dictate my face. any suggestions?

-- i am looking forward to the SG Burlesque. for the girls, and for the kids i hope to meet from sg detroit. i've never been. i hope i handle the setting well. i tend to get nervous in social situations, which understandably seems like bullshit, but it is true. so if you are there, please welcome me with open arms. a girl can certainly use the love

now i will see how sleep welcomes me.

--lola