my ability to maintain human relationships is at an all time low. i really don't want to think it's my fault, but i'm the common denominator in all these failed interactions, so i have to be realistic. i'm pretty overwhelmed by how much in my life is broken. it's getting to the point where i call it a good day when something doesn't completely collapse or explode. this isn't just about my romantic relationship. even my ties with my friends are disintegrating. i have to figure out how to change whatever's wrong with me before i become completely untethered from everyone.
when you do, please inform me