robotfuckface

my little angel wrapped in glass
how i loved to hold you to the light
shake you in your crystal cell
and watch the snow fall past your lovely face

drifting, drifting down
everything descends
everything will tremble
drowning is my nature

my little angel wrapped in glass
how i love to hold you to the light
that shaking light up in the sky
beyond...
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you lie beneath a freezing sheet
that to your form attaches
as my eyes, burning, hunting ache
for brief glimpses and snatches

the sky is falling down, my love
it's raining rakes and axes
my will, my wall is trembling
to the point where it collapses

i'm a wicker duck my love
and you are burning matches
i long to press against you now
and...
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all these lovely masks.
the one i wear for you.
the one i wear for her.
the one i wear for them.
the one i wear for them.

and when i am alone
oh how i can juggle.
oh when i am alone
how none of them will fit.

when i am alone i am always searching
for anyone, yes anyone
so i can have...
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my fingertips across your lips
leaving trails of blood and ashes
whisper threats and promises
as tears spill from your lashes
and do you think that it will hurt
when lust with hatred crashes?
and can we tell the two apart
when the dark inside me thrashes?

your skin is like a symphony that only i can hear
the music swells and fingers bend and...
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pictures of you go through my head
like a rock through teeth
like a knife through meat
like reason through my belief
that i am not on fire

in the quiet dark when spirit sours
when every breath lasts forty hours
moved by black and hungry powers
know that i will mouth your name
and that i am on fire

with all the chaos and destruction as of late, i can't help but notice how boring chat is now by comparison. i should probably start some sort of huuuge feud with someone just so i get my daily quota of conflict.

i was just so bored that i was watching videos of super mario brothers glitches. no. i'm serious.



ok i was gonna write some...
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i'm tired of looking at that horrible poem, so this blog's sole function is getting that shit out of my face.

let's put cream on this carcass and call it a sundae
let's fruitlessly uselessly wait for that someday
that lie and that dream that finally one day
i will amount to more than i am

more than this nightmare that cuts you to pieces
more than this hole that only increases
more than the sum of my stupid diseases
which make up this sad fucking...
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let's put cream on this carcass and call it a sundae
let's fruitlessly uselessly wait for that someday
that lie and that dream that finally one day
i will amount to more than i am

more than this nightmare that cuts you to pieces
more than this hole that only increases
more than the sum of my stupid diseases
which make up this sad fucking...
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i'm going to be around for awhile. everyone take care of yourselves.


and i'm sorry. i really am.

i'm so glad i'm here.

yuffie (she doesn't want me giving out her name. i don't like actually call her yuffie.) and i are having a really good time. she's incredible. i'm totally retarded for her. like... a bunch.

the ride down was sort of a kick in the face. fifteen hours of straight driving. by the time i was here, i'd been up 26...
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yuffie is a cruel gameshow host.

just saying.