Monday Feb 10, 2003

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Feb 10th, and whats on my mind.
Just waking up... I cant get the buzzcocks song "I dont know what to do with my life" out of my head, and for good reason. Last year I was making really good money fixing computers, then I was laid off. Now my unemployment has almost run out. It seems I may have to get some sort of temp job to help me out with cash. It will be just enough money as long as I still keep my bar job. But is this what I want to do for the rest of my life? Just scrape by?
Not that I ever want to be some suit that comes home to his wife and 2.5 children, but what happens from now?
Im too old to be going thru this now.
estrada:
I understand what you're going through.

I think I wasted around 100,000 going to law school to realize I'm not happy with it.

I'm going to try and get my degree so I can at least get something out of it, but I don't know what to do with my life.

I guess I'll just hope the black rabbit can wait a little longer so I can make my decision.
miffy:
stop thinking about the future. future sucks. it's what makes life full of worries and insecurities... when you could just be enjoying what you have now (whether that be a lot of a little) the future will get here whether you think about it hard or not.

ps. go to Japan.

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