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Spooky halloween entry.

Two things that scare me at the moment.

1). Being controlled by idiots. Right now, nothing disturbs me more than the idea of someone being kidnapped and enslaved by malevolent morons. The part that bothers me the most is what would happen if you tried to resist. You could try to protest or reason with them, but each time they'd look at you with smug, condescending eyes and treat you as though you were the one with no sense. No matter how much you want to fight, they're in control and time and time again you're forced to succumb to their irrational whims and desires. How often can you deny the most basic forms of logic and reason before you deny them forever and become a crazy idiot yourself?

You could never, ever get me to watch one of those crazy hillbilly movies where deranged mountain folk capture/murder/molest teenagers. Even if they end with the inbred bastards getting wasted, I'd have nightmares about beautiful, rational people getting kidnapped by freaks for breeding purposes. Worse yet, they escape much, much later and make their way to a lake only to be horrified by their own reflections.

2). This one pales in comparison. Basically, my skeleton goes crazy and rebels against me. One of my hands gouges out my eyes as the other attempts to pierce my stomach and disembowel me. The whole time I wonder why I ever thought I had control over myself. It goes without saying that you're nothing without your skeleton. Just wet flesh. Meat and hair.