I haven't taken any meds in a week. I slept through the meeting with the person who was going to give me a prescription for refills, and I just never bothered contacting them to reschedule. No scary withdrawals, which makes me think that I hadn't been taking them long enough to be affected at all.
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If the devil exists, he's not buying souls. At least not mine. I'm super eager to sell, but I guess I'm just asking for too much. I'd love to know where the idea that you could sell your soul came from, anyway. Maybe it comes from "The Devil and Tom Walker."
As per usual, my view of the world has once again shifted. It is...
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fenchurch:
I agree wholeheartedly with the second paragraph.
I just tried to kill a spider with a jar of decoupage, but only succeeded in maiming it. The remaining half jumped off and gimped away before I could put it out of its misery. It's kind of disheartening knowing that somewhere behind my desk there is half a spider that wants me dead. I hope they can't feel pain.
I would give you the perfect way to explain everything to your family for your birthday.
I just tried to kill a spider with a jar of decoupage, but only succeeded in maiming it. The remaining half jumped off and gimped away before I could put it out of its misery. It's kind of disheartening knowing that somewhere behind my desk there is half a spider that wants me dead. I hope they can't feel pain.
I would give you the perfect way to explain everything to your family for your birthday.
twentythree:
I know what your perfect birthday gift would be.
A machine that you feed babies and it doles out money and unspeakable Lovecraftian doomsday devices and gives a mutated super form of syphillus to your enemies.
It's the perfect gift for the man that has everything.
The gift that keeps on giving.
A machine that you feed babies and it doles out money and unspeakable Lovecraftian doomsday devices and gives a mutated super form of syphillus to your enemies.
It's the perfect gift for the man that has everything.
The gift that keeps on giving.
It's not that I want the Pope to die, or anything. I'm just hopeful that some sort of supernatural event will occur immediately following the event. It's not everyday a pope dies, you know. Surely there's some sort of mystical signifigance to it. What is your pope's death wish?
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twentythree:
My Pope's Death Day Wish would be that I could somehow pull off being able to wear a necklace made of live bears.
You know, beat the odds.
Be able to carry the thing around on my neck even though bears are really heavy.
Oh, and also not have them maul me to death.
I've always thought that would look pretty cool.
You know, beat the odds.
Be able to carry the thing around on my neck even though bears are really heavy.
Oh, and also not have them maul me to death.
I've always thought that would look pretty cool.
luis:
I think the Pope planned his death, as in; "I'm getting old, it's time to day and milk this".
My wish would be to have that massive war of the Orgy you fear.
My wish would be to have that massive war of the Orgy you fear.
I had a lucid dream last night. I tried to convince everyone present that they weren't real, but it was to no avail. So I just joined in the ballroom dancing.
And let us all mourn the death of Jonnie Cochran.
And let us all mourn the death of Jonnie Cochran.
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fenchurch:
Damn. There's no part of that sentence that wasn't awesome.
That's also funny, because part of why I asked if you were Indian (and what I was going to add afterwards but decided not to) was because I had always thought you looked Asian, so would have been suprised. I mean, India is part of Asia, but...well...see this is why I didn't add that part.
The second part is awesome because Norway is awesome.
And you know my feelings on Hebrew.
That's also funny, because part of why I asked if you were Indian (and what I was going to add afterwards but decided not to) was because I had always thought you looked Asian, so would have been suprised. I mean, India is part of Asia, but...well...see this is why I didn't add that part.
The second part is awesome because Norway is awesome.
And you know my feelings on Hebrew.
twentythree:
It is a shame about Jonnie.
He owed me money.
For an abortion.
He owed me money.
For an abortion.
Eyes are just tiny little goo balls protected (occasionally) by a thin layer of flesh. Why haven't more people lost them? Are all the people without eyes walking around with glass prosthetics and blending in perfectly?
It feels like I haven't been hugged in years. I'm not sure I miss the feeling, but the fact that I'm thinking about it probably implies something.
My roommate...
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It feels like I haven't been hugged in years. I'm not sure I miss the feeling, but the fact that I'm thinking about it probably implies something.
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clara:
Your therapist probably became a therapist because she truly believes that with a bit of work everyone can be all right. And I agree with her. You are going to be ok and she can help you.
fenchurch:
I understand what you mean about being hard to feel very supported by a therapist's concern, but after years of hearing both of my 2 therapist parents come home and talk about their day and their patients and express so much individual care and concern for them, I eventually came to believe that some really do care beyond the context of their job. If it helps you to know.
I would hug you, if I could.
Even though you're not sure that's what you want.
If you email me your address, I'll send you one of those cards with a hug in it. You know, the really really stupid ones.
I would hug you, if I could.
Even though you're not sure that's what you want.
If you email me your address, I'll send you one of those cards with a hug in it. You know, the really really stupid ones.
My update is that I eat pony burgers.
fenchurch:
God, I hope not.
I could go for a pony burger.
I'm really sad they discontinued Aussie Jack's Emu Snack Stix on amazon. The world's a cruel place. Full of dead ponies. All for you for eating.
I could go for a pony burger.
I'm really sad they discontinued Aussie Jack's Emu Snack Stix on amazon. The world's a cruel place. Full of dead ponies. All for you for eating.
daniofthedead:
TELL ME MORE ABOUT THE GET MONEY FAST JOB!
i am an expert lawn gnome maker!!!
this could be my lucky break!! hahaha
i am an expert lawn gnome maker!!!
this could be my lucky break!! hahaha
Apparently Alaska is where emotionally damaged men migrate to. And why not? If you're looking for solitude and a nice play to die, what better place to go than a barren snowscape (and you don't even need to change citizenship to move there!). But the habitat of the commitment phobic turbo-bachelor is threatened by the prospect of oil drilling. With all current sources of sweet,...
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daniofthedead:
WHOA that was weird....the same damn picture.....i say you guys have a battle to the death for who gets to keep the picture, im rooting for you!! 
aeryn:
Yes you deserve the picture...
I am presently hiding from all news cause I like my 43 inch flat screen HDTV and if I watch news on it I will throw my remote through it. I am banned from reading any print news because I cry...so reading this I will only say that Bush and Karl Rove are evil incarnate and they will take this last wild place to hell with them. Thank god the next war will be over water.
I am presently hiding from all news cause I like my 43 inch flat screen HDTV and if I watch news on it I will throw my remote through it. I am banned from reading any print news because I cry...so reading this I will only say that Bush and Karl Rove are evil incarnate and they will take this last wild place to hell with them. Thank god the next war will be over water.
robosagogo:
Things I wouldn't mind putting on my body.
I wish I had a car, or that PSU was more conveniently located. If either were the case, I'd be able to enjoy tattoo convention hijinks. As it is, though, hijinks are woefully absent. Just videogames and self-absorbed melancholy on my side.
On the bright side, the F's I would've gotten this semester can be stricken from my record if I so choose, since my...
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fenchurch:
Things I wouldn't mind having on my body:
Ha ha look I am so funny and also so clever!
Ha ha look I am so funny and also so clever!
fenchurch:
Too true, Sirrah.
I didn't win the lottery, so I'm thinking about selling myself on e-Bay now. I think I need a little more in the way of plans for the future than that. I need mentoring more than anything else right now, but I suck at sports and they don't have coaches for people who spend half the day in their undahpants listening to showtunes.
I kinda...
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aeryn:
If it was really Jesus and all they about him is true...i guess he'd understand...I would at leat.
Right now I'm trying to sell my soul on ebay but no one is bidding.
Right now I'm trying to sell my soul on ebay but no one is bidding.
The pills I'm on haven't done anything beyond making it impossible for me to stay up past 1 a.m. I even took them with soda (which supposedly gave one other girl a bizzarrely huge boost of energy that lasted throughout the day), and yet I find myself without even the most minute change in my mood or energy. Do I just have a super-human resistance...
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aeryn:
gladly drink with you.
daniofthedead:
get to updating biach! 
Somebody stop the future. It's scary and it's going to eat me alive.
I'm back home and I don't feel any connection to my family whatsoever. I wonder if I ever did. I don't know how or when I'll tell them what's been going on with me. That is, pretty much, something I've never done before.
I don't want it to be spring break. I...
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I'm back home and I don't feel any connection to my family whatsoever. I wonder if I ever did. I don't know how or when I'll tell them what's been going on with me. That is, pretty much, something I've never done before.
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fenchurch:
I'm going to come back when I'm less tired and change the few choice words necessary to change that statement into a graphic and innapropriate pick up line.
Mark my words.
Mark my words.
clara:
It seems to be a pretty common sort of human problem. I think you'll be ok. 
It never abolished all the murder thoughts I was having but made sure that I was always too tired to actually kill anyone.
And then I tried to use them to commit suicide but all that happened was that I fell asleep and then woke up in my own vomit.
So, I think that medication is fairly over-rated.
I find that you can get by on a snotty attitude and strength of will better than you can by taking any sort of medication.
And for all of the physical ailments like, cancer, aids, flu, allergies, broken limbs and bleeding orifices etc., some broccoli will clear that shit right up.