It's a bit bizarre, living in a world where God might or might not exist. The fact that this is even possible says a lot about what we (would) expect from Him. If God disappeared one day, would anyone even notice? Maybe some of you think the world would plummet into chaos and darkness or whatever, but I think that the entirety of creation can... Read More
you should really read the book called something like 'god's debris'. ironically by the guy who does dillbert, but its got an awesome theory., just figured id throw it out thurrrr
So I told myself that I'd abandon my homoerotic tale of robo-sacrilege if I didn't get any positive feedback, and I didn't soooo if I ever write anything, ever it'll have to be a completely NEW idea.
So when I'm drunk I feel really fast. I don't mean to suggest I'm imbued with super-speed, but it feels like the delay between when I think about... Read More
I didn't get the apartment, which sucks, but I hadn't expected to so it wasn't so bad. Seeeeee, pessimism does have its benefits....
It also helps that I'm having a good time in Seattle with Margi. I don't know if being here and seeing her is the kinda thing I'd only be able to work out just this once, so I'd say I'm fairly determined... Read More
The trip is going pretty good. I just wish I didn't have worries about my school situation hanging overhead and ruining things ever so slightly. Hope everyone else is doing alright.
So I am now registered for a bunch o'classes at Penn State for the fall semester. The fact that I was able to do this strongly suggests that I have not yet been expelled, though I wouldn't say it's enough to make me rest easy quite yet. Also, I tried to get a housing contract but was unable to. That's probably bcause I missed the... Read More
That is a lot to deal with. I think flying out to meet someone is adventurous as long as you are safe during the encounter and I think you will be. Scary to start with but definitely an experience you will always remember. Hope it goes well and good luck with sorting school out!
I'm nervous about going to Seattle next week, but I figure that it's better to do things when you're feeling really shit. If they don't work out, then you don't have very far to fall. Misery=invincibility! Yeah, wouldn't that be the best superhero ever?
"Your bullets are nothing compared to the cosmic torment that penetrates my skin and snakes its cruel veins into the very... Read More
Nope, it's on August 19th. You should come and watch my eternal struggle between my social anxiety and my desire to be social, manifested in my squirms of discomfort as people I don't know well enough hug me.
I always take it personally when someone chooses not to make eye contact with me. I mean if you can't look at a person, you must think they're pretty repulsive.
I've been meeting people on the internet since I was 13. I've met MILLIONS!!! There's been awesome times, bad times, and some awkward horrible times... it's been a really long time tho. I might hang out with some SG Austinites soon.
Yes that movie fucking rocks!! And you have to watch thru the credits too cuz the story keeps going
Hahaha Chris Kattan No it's actually a REALLY good movie. It was at the Sundance Film Festival. It has Matt Dillon in it. He's twisted. Very good moooovie, you should check it out and if you don't like it I'll let you shoot me in the back of my head
My family resolves conflict by going off for a while and then pretending nothing happened afterwards. I, however hold grudges that never go away unless I decide (or discover) I was wrong. All this resentment can't be healthy and it does kind of suck to know that anything you say will just roll off somebody's back whereas you're the most sensitive person in the world.... Read More
The location of my mom and step-dad's new house is number three on this list of the best places to live. She was pretty excited, particularly by the possibility that this will positively affect property values..
I myself don't agree with how they determined the winners.
That left 850 towns, which we ranked, weighing economic, education and safety factors twice as much as arts, leisure... Read More
If it really makes you uncomfortable and he refuses to stop when you ask him to stop you might want to consider the possibility that it is molestation. I'm not going to tell you that's what it is, I'm just saying you might want to really think about it and even talk to someone about it. The people who love you are supposed to respect your boundaries.
Today's church service was about tents and the role they play in the Bible. Apparently, lots of people lived in tents and one of the apostles was a tent maker. Our bodies are also kind of like tents in the sense that they're an impermanent place of residence for us until we can move onto something better (our kickass second bodies in heaven). They also... Read More
There's been awesome times, bad times, and some awkward horrible times... it's been a really long time tho. I might hang out with some SG Austinites soon.
No it's actually a REALLY good movie. It was at the Sundance Film Festival. It has Matt Dillon in it. He's twisted. Very good moooovie, you should check it out and if you don't like it I'll let you shoot me in the back of my head 
