robodeathcat

Went out for sushi last night to celebrate my birthday. Then it was lots of beer and video games into the wee hours of the morning.

I hate that i still get excited when my birthday's coming around. Its really just another day. I was going to let it pass since nobody was making plans with me, but I decided to get a group together myself to go for sushi. It s till feels like it should be something special, whatever, my birthday wishes won't come true. There's only a few...
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tomorrow i am wearing my long underwear

I have that Beck song stuck in my head ....."baby I'm a lost cause"..... before that it was Dashboard Confessional's Saints and Sailors...
It's thanksgiving and I'm alone. I'm going to be alone on my birthday, Christmas, New Year's ... no relationship, no friends... do i do this to myself? i don't think so, i don't try to...

Happy unniversary,baby. Wherever you are.

I hate having a cold. I'm going to ask to get cut early at work tonight even though I haven't worked there all week.

So the other night I have a dream I'm making out with one of my best friends. Now being around her is kind of wierd.

Yeah, nothing. I'm empty and broken. I wish things were getting better but I can only see them getting worse.

I'm falling in love with a girl at my new job. Maybe not love, but I'm crushing pretty hard. I can tell she's totally not the type I should fall for and thats why I am. This can't be good. I can tell we'd be really good friends and everything, but I don't see this going well. Whatever. That's life.

WHO WIELDS THE POWER RING, BABY!
Today after class I go to eat at Chipotle with my friend and as we walk in who would be sitting there? None other than my mean mean ex. Usually when I see her I feel like shit. But this time she gets to see me with a girl (my friend from class). I say "Hi" as I walk...
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