time off ... or at least not on so much is what i'll be doing.
Being a jaded optimist is a difficult way to live. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
elisabeth:
I agree wholeheartedly. Be well, have a great week 
so lately i've been feeling pretty withdrawn. i don't know if its my fault, another reason to hate myself. i am working on making myself better, but its a slow process.
elisabeth:
Actually, I'm afraid that it's a neverending process. If you haven't already, I implore you to read The Road Less Traveled by M.Scott Peck.
Did karaoke last night. I sang blink 182's "All the small Things" 
I only got to go up once, but i want to go back now so i can do Ugly Kid Joe's "Everything About You".
I only got to go up once, but i want to go back now so i can do Ugly Kid Joe's "Everything About You".
emily:
Nice
Here's to love and friendship and emptiness. Here's to you and all the adventures we could have had together and the fact that you left that all behind.
ps Happy St Patty's day
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..more more more... current soundtrack:
Taking Back Sunday's "Cute Without the E (Cut From the Team)" and a wierd mix that cuts between Madonna and H20's versions of "Like a Prayer"...
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ps Happy St Patty's day
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..more more more... current soundtrack:
Taking Back Sunday's "Cute Without the E (Cut From the Team)" and a wierd mix that cuts between Madonna and H20's versions of "Like a Prayer"...
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Woohoo spring break! Not like I have anywhere to go or anybody to do anything with.
oso:
i'm soooo looking forward to seeing you tonight!!!
oso:
10 should be just fine.
you may even be able to find parking then!!
you may even be able to find parking then!!
ok, yeah, that was reflection. funny what can bring hope and what hope can bring.
deadsy - "brand new love":
The desperate eyes that close, maybe it goes away.
Please rest tomorrow,and bring a satisfied day.
The restless urge of love that's worth, the burning for.
Surely it's that one comforting, love to give you more.
And this thought can be that begins, the brand...
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deadsy - "brand new love":
The desperate eyes that close, maybe it goes away.
Please rest tomorrow,and bring a satisfied day.
The restless urge of love that's worth, the burning for.
Surely it's that one comforting, love to give you more.
And this thought can be that begins, the brand...
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oso:
Chang's.
from Mpls. go east on 94 to St. Paul.
get off on the Dale Street exit.
turn right.
go 4 or 5 blocks to Selby.
turn left.
go about 2 and a half blocks and we're on the right street of the street.
498 Selby i think it is. there's a sign too.
look forward to seeing you again!!
from Mpls. go east on 94 to St. Paul.
get off on the Dale Street exit.
turn right.
go 4 or 5 blocks to Selby.
turn left.
go about 2 and a half blocks and we're on the right street of the street.
498 Selby i think it is. there's a sign too.
look forward to seeing you again!!
seems like these empty dreams and broken promises are all I've ever had.
a year ago i was in a relationship with the most amazing person i've ever known. for once i felt like an actual person, that i wasn't just on the outside looking in. three months later it fell apart and i still don't know why it happened.
these days it just feels...
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a year ago i was in a relationship with the most amazing person i've ever known. for once i felt like an actual person, that i wasn't just on the outside looking in. three months later it fell apart and i still don't know why it happened.
these days it just feels...
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elisabeth:
But then that just goes to show that she couldn't continue to be the person you knew, loved, and deserved, for whatever reason. People change, usually for the worse. I feel in the same boat, but know that deep down, there was nothing I could do to stop it from happening. You'll always have the good times and the memories, and nothing can take that away from you.
blah blah blah.
its time for a change.
its time for a change.
emily:
oh yes...I really belive in Karma..They'll get theres..
emaline:
ch-ch-changes. ( i never knew the actual lyrics to the song i just realized so i'll sing what i think it is) oooh the wings of change, ch-ch-changes.
change is good. sometimes, its so hard to though.
change is good. sometimes, its so hard to though.
all i have is nothing.... won't someone please take that away?
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emily:
I already have too much of nothing..
oso:
i work next Friday too. c'mon down!!
how are you doing with that thing we talked about?