tomorrow i am wearing my long underwear
boxterjulep:
i'm kind of glad i don't live in there anymore.
I have that Beck song stuck in my head ....."baby I'm a lost cause"..... before that it was Dashboard Confessional's Saints and Sailors...
It's thanksgiving and I'm alone. I'm going to be alone on my birthday, Christmas, New Year's ... no relationship, no friends... do i do this to myself? i don't think so, i don't try to...
It's thanksgiving and I'm alone. I'm going to be alone on my birthday, Christmas, New Year's ... no relationship, no friends... do i do this to myself? i don't think so, i don't try to...
Happy unniversary,baby. Wherever you are.
boxterjulep:
who's your baby?
robodeathcat:
My ex as of six months ago to the day.
I hate having a cold. I'm going to ask to get cut early at work tonight even though I haven't worked there all week.
So the other night I have a dream I'm making out with one of my best friends. Now being around her is kind of wierd.
Yeah, nothing. I'm empty and broken. I wish things were getting better but I can only see them getting worse.
I'm falling in love with a girl at my new job. Maybe not love, but I'm crushing pretty hard. I can tell she's totally not the type I should fall for and thats why I am. This can't be good. I can tell we'd be really good friends and everything, but I don't see this going well. Whatever. That's life.
WHO WIELDS THE POWER RING, BABY!
Today after class I go to eat at Chipotle with my friend and as we walk in who would be sitting there? None other than my mean mean ex. Usually when I see her I feel like shit. But this time she gets to see me with a girl (my friend from class). I say "Hi" as I walk...
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Today after class I go to eat at Chipotle with my friend and as we walk in who would be sitting there? None other than my mean mean ex. Usually when I see her I feel like shit. But this time she gets to see me with a girl (my friend from class). I say "Hi" as I walk...
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Tomorrow I fill out the HR stuff for my new job. Hopefully I'll make more waiting tables than unloading trucks. This weekend my new roommate moves in. Its time for change.
I wish that I had something that meant anything to anybody.
echo:
I'd like to see your videotography.
I wasn't thinken that I was makin fun of anyone who does take prescription medication. I know many many many people who do. Even my own family. I'm just sad that this environment of pill popping Americans don't seem to have the whole solution. Like shopping and candy bars are going to make up for feeling sad. huh.
I think chemical imbalances are partly due to genetics and partly due to environmental issues and how one eats. Some things you can't just cure or prevent with naturapathic stuff but I do believe it helps tone down the suffering. I picked up this great book on oriental medicine and eating properly. It's under my fav. books.
Also my sista is into the other eastern ideas of it, just different language I think. She's all about Indian philosophies about health called ...crap can't remember so no i'm just rambling. but yeah. check into it.
I wasn't thinken that I was makin fun of anyone who does take prescription medication. I know many many many people who do. Even my own family. I'm just sad that this environment of pill popping Americans don't seem to have the whole solution. Like shopping and candy bars are going to make up for feeling sad. huh.
I think chemical imbalances are partly due to genetics and partly due to environmental issues and how one eats. Some things you can't just cure or prevent with naturapathic stuff but I do believe it helps tone down the suffering. I picked up this great book on oriental medicine and eating properly. It's under my fav. books.
Also my sista is into the other eastern ideas of it, just different language I think. She's all about Indian philosophies about health called ...crap can't remember so no i'm just rambling. but yeah. check into it.
robodeathcat:
I didn't think you were making fun of anyone, I was just sharing some of my thoughts on the subject and some of the difficulties I've encountered (even in my own head). But I will check into some of that stuff 