So.. This is a story that just completely fits my life. So there are these two ladies.. I like both of them. Ill start with the first one. Her name is Amy. She is fantastic.. one of the nicest, most beautiful people I have ever met. I would love to persue that.. but there are a couple problems. First off, she lives in Canada. That...
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dariianity:
Try to for a while not talk to any of them maybe? Get your mind clear, measure your values... See how they react on you being unreachable...which one cares about you
robnbomb:
That is great advice.. I think I will do that.. the scientific part of my brain is actually curious how this will turn out. I really hope that it doesnt lead to them being mad at me somehow haha
Im a mess.. Been on and off sick.. had a really low point for the holidays which are already rough.. this marks the anniversary of me enlisting. I am just hoping for a better tomorrow.
Got a tattoo on my lunch break yesterday..
lidryem:
very beautiful babe
francy:
Wow 😍💖💖💖
I am bored.. and at work. Sooooooo I encourage whoever reads this to ask me anything. Yup. You can ask anything and I will answer.. possibly in a post tomorrow.. depends on how many questions I get. I have no rules.. you can literally ask anything.. I am an open book and I love questions. :-)
So I have attempted to write something 5 different times over the past week. So after a few days of being in my office.. which sucked due to my ex flirting with her new bf every time I was around (WHY?! I mean.. seriously?).. I decided to work from home. So Thursday and Friday I worked from my house, which was great. I did a...
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Hello friends! So my Monday has been.. interesting. Lets start with yesterday. So yesterday my family had Thanksgiving dinner (since I had to work on Thanksgiving). Afterwards, I went over to some friends house for a couple hours. There was a girl there, that is the roomate of a girl I liked (and thought liked me back).. and she made me feel really uncomfortable. She...
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Last night was amazing. I dont have words for it.. Seeing my favorite band play (they havent played in 7 years).. being around a bunch of people from my past.. in a bar that I love.. It was amazing. It started off a bit slow.. I got there early and hung out in the lower bar. That doesnt make sense.. Ok so there is three...
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lidryem:
nice pic
What is wrong with people? So, I have been talking to a friend about how I have been feeling lately.. where my head is.. how hard it has been for me to function with a smile on my face. After talking a bit, we started exploring one of the major reasons I feel so.. worthless. Having a woman who "loves" me toss me to the...
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user0616220901:
I learned the hard way that "bad people" make you feel worthless. There are plenty good ones out there, it's just a challenge to find them :) do what makes you happy and you might meet fine example on your path. Enjoy the show <3
Got your attention? So.. I dont mean that in a fetish way.. I mean lesbians are great and all.. but a lesbian doesnt want to be with me. I realize that probably 90% of females that I see that I am like "She looks hella cute.. I want to ask her out" are lesbians. So.. apparently I guess I am attracted to lesbians? But not...
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You ever find yourself wondering if something is real? I sometimes think about something that is happening or has happened and have this weird feeling that it isnt real. I wonder if that is normal. I do it with almost anything. For example, this site is full of beautiful women who defy "normal" and express themselves in wonderful ways.. and sometimes I find myself looking...
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user0616220901:
Alright, finished reading it and ready to reply ;) nothing is really real, especially not reality. Everything you imagine is your own reality - and that's what's real for you (sounds way better in german, we have more specific words for real and reality). Questioning your environment is something good - if you're not overdoing it/asking questions that support you to walk on your path. I feel you, when you say you can't find these people in your surroundings. For me it's the same and I'm mostly alone, but since I try to get along with myself it's easier. Better. I dislike society and how people are treated. I'm so scared of being abandoned that I keep everyone on a distance :/ maybe it will change ... with the right people :) it helped me to become picky with my friends ... sounds harsh, but I don't want to be obused. Sorry about your breakup - though it's impossible to replace someone, and you know, karma is a bitch - only if you are one too. Mostly they get what they deserve. If you're back out there, trying to talk to a beautiful girl, you can tell her "I just wanted to tell you, that you're beautiful" and leave or introduce yourself :) It means a lot to me that my bad puns cheered you up!!!! That made my day way more pleasent <3 <3 thank you! And here, we're all mad or so ;) I send you a hug and wish you a great weekend, from weirdo to weirdo <3
robnbomb:
I like that.. everything is your own reality. Brings up so many fun questions. And I am curious how that sounds in German now. I hate being alone, I want to be around people. I have never been picky.. I have always been an open book. It seems like I need to close myself off to protect myself.. but then am I really being myself? Can I expect anyone to like me for me, when I dont feel like I am being myself? Your puns were exactly what I needed. :-) I gladly accept your hug and I had a great weekend (so far). Ill post something about it here soon.
What a.. weird weekend. I went out to do some friendsgiving stuff in Ohio.. seriously ended up in a place that had no internet, nor any cell service lol. It was kind of great to be disconnected. That was Saturday.. I ended up staying out there and coming back home Sunday. I had planned on writing something yesterday.. I even started to write some stuff.....
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