I am very aware that my blogs since I have been back have been a little unhappy, but have a lot of shit going on in my life, including a stubborn father who wont listen to advice, even though he is recovering form cancer and a serious infection caused by hospital incompetence, and tonight I have to go and meet my brand new niece who is seriously ill in intensive care incase I don;t get another chance. And I like the fact that on here I can vent my frustrations, fears and worries, whilst still managing to stay strong and composed for my family... life can really be a fucker some times.
So far in the past 5 years I have had to deal with the death of my Uncle, the death of my mum, my dad being diagnosed with cancer, surviving a 15 hour operation to remove and rebuild his jaw, only to get necrotising fasciitis and having to spend another 2 months in hospital having his insides scraped clean everyday, and now I go see him and have to hear how he just wants to give up and is worthless. And now have to go and see a brand new member of my family who we have no idea will survive or not. This is why i question faith.
So far in the past 5 years I have had to deal with the death of my Uncle, the death of my mum, my dad being diagnosed with cancer, surviving a 15 hour operation to remove and rebuild his jaw, only to get necrotising fasciitis and having to spend another 2 months in hospital having his insides scraped clean everyday, and now I go see him and have to hear how he just wants to give up and is worthless. And now have to go and see a brand new member of my family who we have no idea will survive or not. This is why i question faith.
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Strong hunny. My thoughts are with you and your family
Wishing you and your family the best.