Things are looking up today. I can't wait to get my day started tomorrow morning. It's one if those up times where I see everything so clearly and I just know it's going to be okay. I can see positive in everything. The day seems brighter, I am happy at work instead of hating it and I enjoy every moment if the day because even the pain reminds me that I'm alive. I'm grateful for it.
I'm not writing this to be overly cheerful and brag about it. I'm writing it because I need to remember moments like this when the darkness comes and I can't find my way out. This is my tie to this reality. When I look at this later I'm hoping it'll pull me out of whatever dark place I've managed to find.