Sometimes.....
The sun is out with a few white fluffy clouds
Rays beating down on me as I walk out onto the deck
Mid afternoon with nothing to do
I take off my shirt and lay out
The sun coats my body like a blanket
I close my eyes
Do you want to be there with me?
Rays beating down on me as I walk out onto the deck
Mid afternoon with nothing to do
I take off my shirt and lay out
The sun coats my body like a blanket
I close my eyes
Do you want to be there with me?
Everything is as it is
Not the way I want it to be
But if that's the way it's suposed to be
Then I'm left to just deal with it
I know where my heart is
I know where my love is
I ready to give it
Only if you were still open to recieve it
Not the way I want it to be
But if that's the way it's suposed to be
Then I'm left to just deal with it
I know where my heart is
I know where my love is
I ready to give it
Only if you were still open to recieve it
Tears roll off my cheek
As I Iay down and fall asleep
Dreaming is much easier
Everything is how I want it
Waking up is hard to do
I'm reminded of things lost
And things that are present
I know she had a hard task
But right now I'm consumed by my own pain
My heart bleeds only my love for her
I wish only...
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As I Iay down and fall asleep
Dreaming is much easier
Everything is how I want it
Waking up is hard to do
I'm reminded of things lost
And things that are present
I know she had a hard task
But right now I'm consumed by my own pain
My heart bleeds only my love for her
I wish only...
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So I've spent the last few years of my life working at a guitar store so I could obtain cheaper guitar gear....Only to come to a revelation this week that I'm no longer going to play? I've put down the guitar and will no longer appear w/ it when I walk on that stage. It's sad but at the same time I go thru another...
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pureblu12225:
I think you should in vest in a good belt 
and hope your new start goes well luck to you
*be happy yo*
and hope your new start goes well luck to you
*be happy yo*
As long as I know she's doing well. Then the days will go smoother. Let her sleep peacefully at nights and forget about me. Let her excell in every way and enjoy herself. No guilt, just feel good about yourself. Concentrate on you for once. I'll be ok, and I'll still be here. No different, always the same.
I hate the fact that I have to leave her to never return. She will be missed greatly. She was the best chapter of my life. I just wish she would find me again.
My heart feels like it's in a million pieces, and I have to remind myself to breathe. 
droogling:
When I feel like shit I find that thinking about the possible worst thing that can happen to me (not related to the current thing that has me feeling like shit, just in general) then working from there helps a bit. Also, the worst outcome of the current situation. (yours seems to be that you lost your best friend)
The worst situation obviously is that person is never in your life again. Being able to accept that and seeing if there's any positive spin, that could help.
The worst situation obviously is that person is never in your life again. Being able to accept that and seeing if there's any positive spin, that could help.
I love my best friend. And nothing will ever change that. I love that person in so many differnt ways.
Yesterday ranks up there w/ one of the hardest days of my life. I really don't know where I'm going and I can't sleep. I just layed there in a bunk bed tossing and turning. The alarm clock went off but I already knew what time it was. I had been watching it as every minute of the night passed. Today is not much easier...
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