So i've been pushing my body. Which is a good thing. But I just feel so emotionally drained these days. One of these days......
Heartache has been my bestfriend and worst enemy for most of my life. In the past month heartche has given me a many of things. Sorrow, strength, drive, stress, a clear mind, and many more things.
Most people that meet me would classify me as scatterbrain. From one thing to the next. But that's not true. I'm a thinker. My brain thinks to much. Five...
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Most people that meet me would classify me as scatterbrain. From one thing to the next. But that's not true. I'm a thinker. My brain thinks to much. Five...
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SO! I'm trying not to get my hopes up but.......A friend of mine has a dog....bulldog mix....and she's in heat!!!!! And she told me a long time ago when they breed her I get one of the puppies!!!! I'm so fucking stoked. I don't know if they are going to breed her or not but I was bugging them to. I want one so fucking...
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sylvie:
good luck! puppies are great. what would you name it?
Days off can be good at times. When you have something to do. 3 days of nothing planned. Well I'm always supposed to be writing songs so I guess that's my plans. Have to keep busy before my mind wanders and brings me down. 
Picked up the methodones cd the other day and it took me a while to get into it but now it's...
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Picked up the methodones cd the other day and it took me a while to get into it but now it's... Read More
Picked up a Sham 69 cd the other day and it's been on full rotation all day. Time for some pistols though...
I did the most painful thing last night. I told the person I loved most in this world that I couldn't be friends or even speak to her again. I regret it and I will till the day I die. That was harder than being broken up with. I'm sorry!!!! Hopefully she doesn't stay as stubborn as me....... 
pureblu12225:
awww *hug hug*
There are times recently where I can't believe how unimportant I've felt.
I was born to the sounds of Elvis
I was born to the sounds of Radio!
Something got me and it won't let go
Something got me and it will not let me go!!!
......
Rock, Rock shoobop Baby I'm Startin' TO DANCE!
I was born to the sounds of Radio!
Something got me and it won't let go
Something got me and it will not let me go!!!
......
Rock, Rock shoobop Baby I'm Startin' TO DANCE!
I finally realized what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing!
pureblu12225:
Thats the spirit!!! I knew you'd come around hehe
Life takes unexpected changes that we are supposed to roll with. So I roll with them. But it doesn't mean I like it or ever will. I'm not trying to cry on anyones shoulder. I don't really know what it is. I love. That's all I can say is...........I LOVE....and I know that's all it can ever be.