The WAITING!!!
There's nothing worse than waiting. Expecially when you know what you want and how to achieve it. It makes me feel like I can't wait for each day to get over w/. To wake up the next morning just to wait some more.
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There are to many ruts in life to get stuck in. As soon as you get out of one you fall right back into another. That's if you get out of the first one. It not only affects you but everyone you come into contact w/. And it can be very trying on the people you are closest to.
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It'll be 3 am in the morning and I'll sit around and think till my head explodes.....or look at porn till the other head explodes.
I never can stop and do one thing. My home is full of unfinished projects. Great starts then hid under a blanket. I'm trying my hardest to stick w/ one thing to the end. The worst is when it would start to affect my relationship. The feeling like I need to move on to the next project/person. I'm like 2 different people at times. But she didn't buy the idea of a girl for each person....maybe? 
To many wierd experiences, problems, deaths, and ect...for this boy.
Well that's me ranting---
There's nothing worse than waiting. Expecially when you know what you want and how to achieve it. It makes me feel like I can't wait for each day to get over w/. To wake up the next morning just to wait some more.
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There are to many ruts in life to get stuck in. As soon as you get out of one you fall right back into another. That's if you get out of the first one. It not only affects you but everyone you come into contact w/. And it can be very trying on the people you are closest to.
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It'll be 3 am in the morning and I'll sit around and think till my head explodes.....or look at porn till the other head explodes.
I never can stop and do one thing. My home is full of unfinished projects. Great starts then hid under a blanket. I'm trying my hardest to stick w/ one thing to the end. The worst is when it would start to affect my relationship. The feeling like I need to move on to the next project/person. I'm like 2 different people at times. But she didn't buy the idea of a girl for each person....maybe? To many wierd experiences, problems, deaths, and ect...for this boy.
Well that's me ranting---
tara81:
take a breath.
take a breath.