So I'm pretty much a ghost to her anymore. Someone she once was madly in love w/ but now I'm just that dead see thru guy that won't stop haunting her. It's no fun being invisible. I've made my attempts to talk w/ her and it always ends up being my problem or something that she can't do anything about. I spend a lot of nights on the couch ya know. My choice but it doesn't really feel like it. There's nothing more so wonderful than to touch and not be touched back! But once again. My problem. Words like "to tired, Not in the mood, you should have tried this earlier.....bla bla bla bla bla......." Ok so I'm bitter and self loathing.....I would just like to have my best friend back...
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