alright , so , if i can elaborate a little on the past weeks events and why i have been such a crybaby. My camaro needs a new carborator, a much needed-film commission completely flaked on me, there is illness in my family, my cell phone bill was bigger than expected, my sweet kitty got startled and used my face to jump off of the bed with(big scratchies on my nose blood everywhere), my throat has been sore, my insomnia has been making me crazy, i owe $ to the IRS, and the other week Dave Blood(bassist for deadmilkmen) commit suicide. All of these things sort of came together and hit me upside the head, and I am not ashamed to admit it, I feel sort of depressed to the point that I might need to do something about it , i've never been one for psychology or psychiatry but i feel like talking to someone on a somewhat regular basis might help me alot. I want to thank you guys for leaving me such warm comments and emails , caseygrrl really really cheered me up this morning and Itzamna it was so good to hear from you after such a long time. I need you and everyone to be patient with me as I slowly pull myself out of this bind, and as I slowly come to grips with the fact that I really might not get by as an artist and I might really have no choice but to persue a sterile full-time job somewhere, ugh,
i could vomit.
your all the sweetest and prettiest. i'll check back as soon as i can.
love rob
i could vomit.
your all the sweetest and prettiest. i'll check back as soon as i can.
love rob
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As for seeing a psychiatrist, if you have the money, it might not be such a bad idea, although it sounds like you need friendly ears more than professional help. Anyway, I know It's not the same as talking to a *real live person*, but write me anytime about anything if you have stuff you need to get off your chest.
I hope things look up for you soon. I always look forward to seeing your comments, even if you are a mild flatterer. (Like it doesnt make my day or something.)
If you do have to get a sterile full-time job somewhere, remember your art can always continue - you'll just have to work harder to make the time for creativity. And the job need not be forever. I know it's pure cheese to say, but don't give up the dream!