Ok...sorry I haven't been posting here. Not sure if anyone gives too much of a shit, but sorry none-the-less. So, I am in Germany and things have been tumultuous at best...when I say things I guess I just mean my brain. I am in Dexheim now and not Baumholder like I had originally thought I would be. I have actually met some really fantastic people in bars, on trains, various other places but I totally miss all my friends back home...taking a bit to get settled in. I think I have simply had far too much time to think about things lately and haven't been sleeping near enough so the combination in and of itself is a bit of a disaster for me. I am confident that once I get settled in, get some new meds, and maybe get my damn car here I will be doing 200% better, but for now I sit and act pathetic. I did manage to get out of bed today though!!! I even showered and am doing laundry along with wearing clean clothes!!! That is exciting to me. I managed to even buy a cheap coffee maker and am having good Deutsch "Jacobs Krnung" coffee. Today is looking up. Miss you all. Here are some pictures I took with my phone in Mainz the other day. Love you.

R. A.