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so i believe that dreams mean something and i had this crazy dream last night but not quite sure what the meaning is behind it so i hope you can help me figure it out. so i was going to kill myself by blowing my brains out but i didnt know where on my head i should do it so i could still look pretty so at first i said no way to on the side of my head so i decided to do it thru the roof of my mouth so then i did it but right after i did it i thought fuck this was a bad idea cuz i can now taste my blood then a sec later i said oh no way i dont taste the blood anymore and i died........crazy