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well, today was different. i went to work and then came home. work sucked but i did get to spent time with my kell. she is great. i love her so much. when i got home i took a shower and went to pauls house. holly was there and we went to brunos pizza for some food. it was a blind date for me. the girl was kay and she was nice....but ugly. i know thats wrong to say but she was. not that im any better. so, after that we all went back to pauls house and watched saved with mandy more and jena malone. good movie, i hate to say it, but it was. then i went home...seeing that kay wsa doing nothing for me. i called an old friend and she came over to my apt. we went for a walk and talked and then went back to the apt and fucked. it ws nice, but for all the wrong reasons. i dont feel bad about it but i need to think next time. she wants something i dont and thats bad on my part to lead her like that. i wish her well. she went home and now im watching the rules of attraction. good movie, seen it three times before. i think i will eat some food, smoke a cig, and go to bed. i dont know, its almost 5 and i dont know what to do. i just went through some hard shit about three months ago and im just now starting to move on. well, not move on, but get out and do more. i think i have moved on, i just needed time to chill. i like being alone in the apt. me and my cat. i make enough money to take care of the bills so thats not a prob. no, i dont sell drugs, i am a manager at an airport. we cater to rich and famous ppl. i guess you can say i can kiss ass really well. bill clinton came through just the other day...freaky. well, thats about all. everyone have a good night and day. take it easy.

ps to anyone who reads this....take a look at my fav sg girls. they are all hot and need to be seen. great shit.

peace out.