well it has been a little while... the last month has been full of ups and downs so where do i begin??? well all those months of "trying" finally paid off... the hubby and i are expecting a little one (and i was wondering why i have not felt like myself for a while) but i have been very sick and in and out of the hospital 2 times so hopefully things will be getting better soon... we will get to hear the heart beat in about 2 weeks so that is about as exciting as it gets for right now.... i am scared as hell about this whole thing but i figure that if my mom could do it then i could do it.... hahaha......bye bye for now 
