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So Thursday I guess I sent
Toby over the edge
I didn't know that he had been suicidal for the previous four days
All I need was that he was out of his meds and was going to get more
And since then I've been going fucking nuts.
I have uber people worried about me
And I don't care
I just want to know that...
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rlmac:
thank you! yeah ive had to go throw this before but this time im just keeping ocupied.
bellica:
I know what you mean... My best friend used to be my boyfriend, we had a 6 year relationship and it's hard to be wthout him... I'm lucky we just evolved into being each other's best friend because I don't know what I'd do without him around... he's one of the few people I can truly speak to...

It's just so hard to see everything about you and remind you of both the good and bad, which is most of the time ugly... Even though we play in the same band, I had to store all his stuff away because it hurt me form time to time...

I hope you feel better soon honey... He's going to be fine and so will you... biggrin I hope you feel all of our concern for you and you know that we care...
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well today was pretty sweet

I got to sleep in for the most part

I didn't get to hang with Sasha (the sadness)

but I went out with mom (the gayness)

and I got my ring un bent and saw a friend

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got new lip stud thingies...
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well my tats are finally done

it only took an hour and a half

it was a awkard pain...hella hard to explain

i moon'd sasha before we started the second set of stars

and now two of four people at burley have seen me topless!!

whoo or some thing like it

sash is coming over tomorrow early, most likely, so ill have her take pics....
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So this week has been hella interesting

work has really sucked. well its sucked for the first two-three hours all week.

but i have a three day weekend to chill

so no drama and shit

there was a meeting yesterday and things are supposed to get better

im hoping

i went out last night with my girly Sasha

it was interesting

hella cigs, smoking and...
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well today was just there

it was my day off so i jsut crashed

jeans and a hoody

my baby boy Straps is hella sick so we're going to the vet tomorrow.

i know whats wrong with him, but he got really bad really fast so im hella worried

and my puppy thats staying with my Hubby had his knee sliced open today with glass...
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Hey everyone! My name is Mac. Im down to talk to anyone so if you want to just let me know and ill hook you up wit my SN's.

<33 Peace
user9800:
Welcome to SG!!


I went to school in Flagstaff...
The Museum Club (The Zoo) is Bad Ass
fimbis:
hey RLMac
welcome to the wonderment