“Would you live with someone outside of the states if they invited you?”
That depends like have I been talking to them long then yeah, if not then no I need to get a better feel for them you know? Also there some countries I actively avoid. Like I’d be ok with like Russia, Poland, and Japan.
“My cousin will be happy to hear that.”
Why she still have the oh I want a big strong blonde American boyfriend mind set? I mean hell I'm not that blonde anymore.
“Well if we get you in the sun more.”
And watch me burn like the creature of the night I am? Monitor tan aside she showed me pictures of her place I mean it’s an apartment meant for her tiny 4”11 self my happy ass would be fucking bumping in to every fucking thing.
“You could crouch.”
Yeah sure let me throw on some mjolnir Mark 6 armor just crouch everywhere and occasionally tea bag some fucker. All jokes aside I think they still have a huge stigma against both tattoos and foreigners that and my favorite jacket won’t help.
“The green one? Yeah that could be a problem.”
Also why are always trying to set me up with her kind of I don’t know odd for lack of better words.
“I mean anytime I talk to she asks about you oh how’s Parker doing?”
Ok that was creepy you sounded just like her there.
“Well just try letting your guard down for once in your life, what’s the worst that can happen you fall for the chick that’s had eyes for you ever since she met you? I mean yeah I know you’re kind of busted up in there but god damn you’d think that hey maybe someone is will to help you piece it all back together?”
It’s more so that hey they can do better I mean hell what do I having going for my other than my creativity, my wit charm and charisma?
“Your heart, loyalty, dauntless determination, the we can do this mindset. When you set your mind to it you can pull off so many things that nobody I know could hell remember that time my dads old car was acting up you jumped at the chance to work on it without know one thing about automotive work you got the books read them stripped and labeled everything thing in less then 72 hours you found the problem got the parts needed and it still feels like it fresh from the manufacturer that was 8 years ago.”
Fine I get your point.
“You’re good at helping people alright? You feel the need to always protect everyone you meet maybe it’s time to have someone watch your back for once and stop self sabotaging your self.”
Alright, hell I’ve never seen you this fired up I kind of like it haha.
“I should slap you for that but you’d like that.”
You know me so well.
(All in all my friend hit some very close to home key points this afternoon and she’s right honestly not sure what kind of year 2019 will be but I’m going to try and make it a year of many leaps of faith. Look out world here I come to fuck up, learn, then move on!)