Disclaimer since everything seems to need on these days. These are just my thoughts, that is all let’s move on.
My take on this since it’s been the main thing this past year it’s really not a thing that is decided from outside yourself it’s a thing you have to do like hell I’ve been on one form or another of adderal since I was 5 so basically in a stupor for 11 years in November of last year coming out a rather fucked part of my life finally coming to grasp with grandparents dying within a year of each other who I remember most of my childhood with them more so then my parents cus you know cardiology hospitals don’t set themselves up in the middle of fuck all Hays Kansas then after that cousin of my who I was pretty chill with well her body pretty much just shut down the doctors never figured out why till 3 years later genetic markers was why she was a time bomb basically then the year after that my friend I knew since I moved back to Ohio got arrested turns out I didn’t know him as well as I thought dude turned out to be a pedo so you know fuck that dude all of this added on to a spiraling down deep depression yeah I saw psychologist could lie to their faces I didn’t want help I just wanted to die I weighed damn near 420 lbs didn’t talk to anyone didn’t go anywhere I just gave up but last year I cut off a lot of people that just used me and with the mindset of my story starts anew I stopped using my legal name I mean I always hated it Parker Christian Owens not having that shit anymore he’s gone god rest his troubled soul my name is Rk and the future is looking brighter and brighter day by day the shedding of ones former self is sometimes necessary to starting over next step to keep working on my IP and if I make money off it cool if I don’t ok I still have trade skills to fall back on and as for relationships go well I’m not too concerned don’t know where don’t know when or who it will happen but knowing me they’ll be the ones pursuing yay oblivious nature I know my worth and I know where I’m going in life .
TL;DR
Parker is no more I’m Rk
