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I find myself in an open relationship with my best friend. I didn't want to start this relationship, because I knew I'd love her too much once I let her in. Now I find myself with extremely mixed emotions, I've been in quite a few open relationships but this is the first one where I wish it weren't and I don't know if I should call it off all together, tell her I want her all to myself, or just ride it out and hope things end up somewhere that I find myself comfortable.

Maybe a combination of the first two.