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My home town is burning down... and oddly Santa Barbara is trying to do the same thing.

Fuck!

It is depressing when your current life and back up plan are both threatened.

I might move in 3 months... but first I'm going to goto Florida for a few weeks to see my dad and one of my best friends, who just had a baby a few weeks ago.

I've been thinking about moving this fall for awhile. Santa Barbara is pretty... but not much else, I like watching the people though. I secretly judge them and make rude assumptions about what type of personality they might have. Sometimes I talk to them to see if I was right... usually I'm pretty close, it is amazing what you can tell about a person just from the way they move, hold themselves and the way they dress.

My '73 VW squareback is working again. I'm going to sell my bug soon, I just need to fix a few things on it and it is good to go.

I, as most of america, am an excellent procrastinator! I put things off and regret them later... lately this has been creeping into a general apathy, putting off things like waking up, showering, eating and what not. Don't get my wrong I am eating, but I've been waiting until it is to the point where I start to really feel it because I just don't want to put the effort into making food. I think this is a side effect of being addicted to the internet and having next to no actual social life... oh how depressing my existence is at the moment.

I need to throw out some of my junk it is piling up.