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I have a general dislike for the world we live in and often escape to fantasy worlds, sometimes confusing reality with fantasy. I just finished (for now) the last available book in a fantasy series and have become depressed feeling as if those characters just disappeared, like knowing I'll never see a group of close friends again. Perhaps I need to attempt creating my own fantasy world, one that will not die until I die and write about it. I'd need to take some form of writing instruction, because I didn't pay attention in school and have terrible grammar. I hardly know any rules and just write like I talk... but then again maybe that is what editors are for.

**update**Trouble is I don't even know where to start, or if I want too. If it were something I'd do it would certainly become an obsession which would consume my life, which would be good, perhaps I'd find some purpose aside from instinctual reasons to keep sucking down oxygen.