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I'm not going to say that all I want is to get laid, but it would be nice, somedays. I get lonely and would like to have someone to cuddle with and just be close to, but I never try to meet anyone. The job I just got laid off from was a job that kinda made it hard to date anyone. My hours were 9 p.m. - 530 am. And I had split days off. This was my 5th year at my old job.

I bounced back into normal sleeping hours instantly and I now have a chance to live a semi normal life. I mean, I'm in no ways normal, but you know what I mean, right?

I have a lot to offer, as a person. I just need to put myself out there to be noticed and see what happens. I can be very crazy and extremely outgoing, but working at a job for 5 years where I am the only one working (by myself) has in a way alienated me from the world that I once knew. The relationships with my friends have pretty much deteriorated away and is holding on, barely by a thread.

I'm a lot more quiet and calm than I used to be. Perhaps thats also the aging process taking its course? I dunno. I just need some excitement in my life, along with romance. I can finally go to all the concerts I want now, I just need someone to go with.

Pathetic huh?