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riz

Woodland Hills, CA

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Wednesday Aug 15, 2007

Aug 15, 2007
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Feeling Amazing

Who know that I'd be happiest working two jobs? I love going to my second job. The people there are awesome and I get to stay on my feet and keep busy and every second I'm there I'm so focused. All I think is that every penny I'm making is another cent towards vacations and moving. It's so empowering to know that I'm working my way towards the things I want in life.

I had lunch with Chuck today and we were sitting there talking about drama filled people and it hit me that I really feel centered right now. I just feel connected and focused, it's amazing. I don't feel really any fear or desire, just joy and strength. I wish I'd have had time to buy a locket or something to pour all this good energy into for days when I'm feeling down. I have a bracelet that does this for reminding me to live in the perfection that is this moment, but I'd like one to remind me of my own strength and power, too.

Other highlights:

1. Lee's Locked into California - That's right, I finally talked the boy into coming for sure. I almost booked my tickets this morning. Maybe next week. I just want them purchased, they'll make me feel so awesome. This makes me feel so awesome. Having Lee by my side there? Well, it's just a dream come true.

2. Got accepted into the pen pal group - Which I'm completely pumped about. Postcards galore, here I come!! And letters, too. I love me my postcards. I even took out a PO box so I can post my addy anywhere and beg for them. So if you want to send me some post card love, you can:
Carissa
PO Box 10266
Fargo, ND 58106
/blatant whining for mail

3. Some really awesome conversations lately - Special marks for Kevin (you're a sweetheart, I'm glad I got around to msging you, it's been fun), Vinny (seriously boy, no words for it, you're just awe-inspiring to me...), and Blue (the phone conversation we had the other day really touched me boy. I'm happy we're friends). biggrin There have been some other awesome ones as well, these are just the few that really touched me.

4. Been narrowing down my friends list - I've been really focusing my time on the few people in life that mean the most to me (like Craig) and really making the effort to spend lots of time with him as opposed to trying to spend a little bit of time with everyone. This may be the best decision I ever made. It's taken off so much pressure in my life.

Stay sweet,
Rizzy
VIEW 22 of 22 COMMENTS
toothpickmoe:
Glendale. Just up the highway. I just wasn't sure if she was home yet, but she is. Probably see her Wednesday. She said she's a little sore, but "better living through chemistry." biggrin
Aug 18, 2007
gigondas:
Your new pictures rock. There is a new one of me that I posted just for you.
Aug 18, 2007

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