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Sunday Jun 04, 2006

Jun 4, 2006
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I need a firewall for my personal life. And it could stand to be defragmented as well. blackeyed

At any rate, last night my friends and I went to Sleuth's Mystery Dinner Theater on I-Drive to celebrate my birthday.

It was absolutely awful - the acting was atrocious and the food was even worse. I did buy the group picture, though, 'cause it turned out well:



And what did we all do afterward?



Yep. Boy, howdy.

I'm kind of in a funk today. My dad passed away 8 years ago today. It's sad that the only thing left of him is me. frown I miss him terribly.

The boy gave me a hard time today too - after I asked him not to give me trouble on today of all days. I think I'm done with him this time for real.

Yes, what I feel for him is very real, and maybe I shouldn't feel this way. It WAS a beautiful thing (sometimes.)

But I can't take being jerked around this way. And what if he really IS holding me back from finding the person I'm meant to be with? This is for the best. puke
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cecelia:
buena suerte, hun
maybe that is for the best.
if he's holding you back from a new someone you could really passionate about, then it is the right thing to do.
i should take my own advice. smile
Jun 5, 2006
endquire:
I am well enough. No one need worry about me. You need not apologize to me for anything ever. I understand work and busy. I am sorry your birthday wasn't as well as it should be. You are beautiful though. I am sorry about your father. I know what it is like to lose one dear to you. I am very sorry about your boyfriend. You are quite right. I do not know what he has done. If you want to talk you know where to find me. In the end you have to do what is best and right for you. You need to be with someone who is deserving of you, respectful of you, and loves you for all that you are. a man is suppose to ALWAYS work to be his best and deserving of a woman choosing to be with him. It sounds like he is not doing this. I am sorry. Especially at this time when you are dealing with your fathers passing. He should have been doing ever more to give you support and comfort. He should not be agitating you. I hope you are feeling better
Jun 5, 2006

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