Well, it just goes to show you that you never really know where life is going to take you.
I was supposed to go to Amelia Island today - but things started to fall apart last night. Here's the full story:
My manager's best clients come into town, had dinner at the hotel where I work, and wanted me to go with them today. Their 16 year old son really liked this girl called Logan that works at the pizza place. She and I were supposed to go together tonight to Amelia Island - I would drive and we would get a room together.
Well, the situation deteriorated last night when Logan tells me that she's engaged, and wants to invite her fiance. I told her that it wouldn't be a good idea, and she was supposed to call me today, but never did. That didn't bode well.
THEN, I find out that the Ritz-Carlton was fully booked, and I wouldn't be able to get my own room. I'd have to be in a hotel room with four other people who I really don't know very well. It was a very sweet offer but I just didn't feel right about driving three hours each way, when I only have one day off this week and have to work a double on Friday.
So, I'm off tomorrow. I get to sleep in, which I need desperately. I'm exhausted.
Oh, yeah, and to make matters worse, the boy gave me such hell about that situation today - he thought that the whole thing sounded wierd and he was basically going to break things off with me if I went. I spent about an hour bawling my eyes out about the whole situation.
He can be so manipulative when he wants to be. I hate it. And yet, I keep going back for more. Sometimes his possessiveness can be such a turn-on; it make me feel like he at least gives a fuck. Which is so much more than I've had in most of my relationships.
And other times, it can be a hinderance and a downright pain in the ass. I told him today that he was being a dick. Normally I don't say shit like that to people's faces - I'm very non-confrontational. I will usually just bitch about them behind their backs to anyone who will listen.
But today, I'd had enough. I told him he was being a dick - good for me. Nice to see me sticking up for myself for a change.
Fucking drama, man. I miss the days of sitting around smoking cheeb and playing video games and watching South Park. That was way before I had all this responsibility.
Fuck becoming an adult.
I was supposed to go to Amelia Island today - but things started to fall apart last night. Here's the full story:
My manager's best clients come into town, had dinner at the hotel where I work, and wanted me to go with them today. Their 16 year old son really liked this girl called Logan that works at the pizza place. She and I were supposed to go together tonight to Amelia Island - I would drive and we would get a room together.
Well, the situation deteriorated last night when Logan tells me that she's engaged, and wants to invite her fiance. I told her that it wouldn't be a good idea, and she was supposed to call me today, but never did. That didn't bode well.
THEN, I find out that the Ritz-Carlton was fully booked, and I wouldn't be able to get my own room. I'd have to be in a hotel room with four other people who I really don't know very well. It was a very sweet offer but I just didn't feel right about driving three hours each way, when I only have one day off this week and have to work a double on Friday.
So, I'm off tomorrow. I get to sleep in, which I need desperately. I'm exhausted.
Oh, yeah, and to make matters worse, the boy gave me such hell about that situation today - he thought that the whole thing sounded wierd and he was basically going to break things off with me if I went. I spent about an hour bawling my eyes out about the whole situation.
He can be so manipulative when he wants to be. I hate it. And yet, I keep going back for more. Sometimes his possessiveness can be such a turn-on; it make me feel like he at least gives a fuck. Which is so much more than I've had in most of my relationships.
And other times, it can be a hinderance and a downright pain in the ass. I told him today that he was being a dick. Normally I don't say shit like that to people's faces - I'm very non-confrontational. I will usually just bitch about them behind their backs to anyone who will listen.
But today, I'd had enough. I told him he was being a dick - good for me. Nice to see me sticking up for myself for a change.
Fucking drama, man. I miss the days of sitting around smoking cheeb and playing video games and watching South Park. That was way before I had all this responsibility.
Fuck becoming an adult.
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