On Sunday and Monday, Colin and I had a terrible argument about the very happy event that I had posted about previously (meeting my favorite actor).
I never wanted Colin to know I was going to see the show because every boyfriend I've ever had has been jealous of my crush on Tony Crane.
Furthermore...I wanted it to remain a Colin-free event. Colin doesn't want...
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I never wanted Colin to know I was going to see the show because every boyfriend I've ever had has been jealous of my crush on Tony Crane.
Furthermore...I wanted it to remain a Colin-free event. Colin doesn't want...
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So...angry right now that I can't see straight. Completely dehydrated from crying all night.
How did it come to this?
How did it come to this?
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marcybeth:
so sorry, love. <3
so sorry, love. <3
irishmania21:
I hope everything works out, are you ok? 
"Is that why they call me a sullen girl -- sullen girl
They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea
but he washed my shore and he took my pearl
And left and empty shell of me."
Fiona Apple, "Sullen Girl."
So much bullshit lately. I wish I were still in Vegas.
They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea
but he washed my shore and he took my pearl
And left and empty shell of me."
Fiona Apple, "Sullen Girl."
So much bullshit lately.
I wish I were still in Vegas.
nikonphoto80:
are you ok? what is going on? can i do anything to help you?
Well, well...it is that time again, my friends. Time for me to update you on my existence.
I think I so strongly willed the things out of my life that were making me unhappy that they just... went. I can avoid about half my family, and I lost the job that stressed me out so much.
I have good news though; my mom and I...
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I think I so strongly willed the things out of my life that were making me unhappy that they just... went. I can avoid about half my family, and I lost the job that stressed me out so much.
I have good news though; my mom and I...
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arwen11:
Happy Birthday to the lady with the most beautiful smile!
Have a fantastic day,
♥
Have a fantastic day,
♥
nikonphoto80:
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I just got fired. Which is OK because I did hate my new job, but...this too shall pass.
They didn't tell me why they fired me - the office manager, Melissa, called me into her office and told me that the doctors and the head honcho of the organization decided to let me go, that I wasn't the right fit, and other than that, they...
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They didn't tell me why they fired me - the office manager, Melissa, called me into her office and told me that the doctors and the head honcho of the organization decided to let me go, that I wasn't the right fit, and other than that, they...
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ultimatelewser:
Bummer. Sorry to hear that.
hunkpapa:
Ack! Hope you find a decent job without too much hassle. There were some redundancies at my work recently, and I was half hoping I'd be one of them. No such luck, though!
nikonphoto80:
what is that? 
nikonphoto80:
never heard of that show.
I want to cuddle your little man.
I want to cuddle your little man.
Some things in my life really need to change. I am putting my life on a diet - cutting out the unnecessary things which weigh me down and make me unhappy.
My first cut is going to be about six of my family members. I don't have the time to get into it, nor do I want to bore you, but about six of my...
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My first cut is going to be about six of my family members. I don't have the time to get into it, nor do I want to bore you, but about six of my...
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padre:
Thats good you need to take care of yourself first
nikonphoto80:
I need to cut just about everything out of my life, I would have to change a lot of make my life worth damn.
Well I would like to know why you do not like those 6 people, it would not bore me, but if you do not want to talk about it I understand.
Well I would like to know why you do not like those 6 people, it would not bore me, but if you do not want to talk about it I understand.
I am very close to quitting my new job today.
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nikonphoto80:
Why? Is everything ok?
Oh by the way I'm glad your grandpa got to go back to his home, I know I would like to be at my home when I'm old.
Oh by the way I'm glad your grandpa got to go back to his home, I know I would like to be at my home when I'm old.
nikonphoto80:
the one friend I had at work doesn't want to be my friend any more and I don't think she is ever going to talk to me again. and I hate everything about my job.
My grandpa (supposedly) goes home on Sunday. Which means no more poo crumbles on my bathroom floor. 
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stompbox:
That's, um.. good?
nikonphoto80:
Ok that is just sick.
Are you glad your grandpa is going home?
Are you glad your grandpa is going home?
Thank you so much for your support, guys. 
I really appreciate it. The past week or so has not been good.
We haven't heard too much from Mary - we don't even know if she is going to come back to work. She doesn't drive; Mike used to bring her to work every morning. She wants to learn, though, and I think the company should...
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I really appreciate it. The past week or so has not been good.We haven't heard too much from Mary - we don't even know if she is going to come back to work. She doesn't drive; Mike used to bring her to work every morning. She wants to learn, though, and I think the company should...
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stompbox:
Sorry there's been so much bad lately. It'll get better soon. Hugs.
I love Knut! I'd do anything to play with him. His caregiver dude is so lucky, he gets to spend so much time letting Knut climb all over him and petting him. I'd even consider buying a hybrid car if I could play with him.
I love Knut! I'd do anything to play with him. His caregiver dude is so lucky, he gets to spend so much time letting Knut climb all over him and petting him. I'd even consider buying a hybrid car if I could play with him.
blyddyn:
Thanks very much, my fave feegle is Daft Wullie but I do like them all. How's Remy these days ?
They took Mike off life support today, and he died almost immediately.
Then more bad news - a lady from my family's church calls, and we find out that her daughter and granddaughter were both killed in a car accident. They were on their way home to Michigan after visiting her.
So much loss in the past few days.
Right now, my mom and my...
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Then more bad news - a lady from my family's church calls, and we find out that her daughter and granddaughter were both killed in a car accident. They were on their way home to Michigan after visiting her.
So much loss in the past few days.
Right now, my mom and my...
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marcybeth:
i'm so sorry, sweetheart. death is all around right now, it seems like.
nikonphoto80:
Wow that is so sad, there has been to much death in to little time, It's just not right. How old was her daughter and granddaughter, I really hate to hear about young people passing away.
I hope your grandpa is ok.
I hope your grandpa is ok.
Well, it looks as if Mary's husband isn't going to make it, and they are going to have to take him off life support tonight. Today sucked all around.
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nikonphoto80:
That sucks so bad, it makes me sad to hear of good people passing away.
stompbox:
I'm sorry to hear that, I wish Mary and her family the best.
Maybe if you just told him before and didn't let it end up as a big deal it wouldn't be so bad.
But then again if he's excessively jealous or clingy that can really suck.
Maybe he just picked up on your secret crush and it all got blown out of proportion.
For everyone's sake I think it'd be best to be up front about how you feel -- if you want to see this actor guy it shouldn't be a big deal, and if you think he's too subservient or whatever call him on it.
I think what you're saying is true people how to know each others boundaries and respect or else it gets really aggravating.
that's just my two cents at least
I totally agree with Mr. Stompbox when he said "It's sad that you even felt you had to hide from him that you had a fantastic time and met a celebrity you really like." So what if it's a celebrity crush? I mean really. I think the fact you lied to him sucks. I know that I would be pissed too. I see that something small changed into something big when it shouldn't have. I'm a guy and "we" and use that figuratively can usually tell when something is out of place. Men get jealous, any man who says he doesn't is full of it, in one way or another. I also agree with Fred when he said "Maybe if you just told him before and didn't let it end up as a big deal it wouldn't be so bad. We all make bad decisions and nobody but God is perfect. Every action we take, every decision we make, everything we do can cause and immediate effect on those around us. Whatever we do it will come back in spades. That is not a threat, merely an observation. Those who do good, get good. Those who do bad, get bad. People who go around sharing a bit of love and kindness get rewarded with the same coming back. You seem like a pretty cool girl, and I think your man really loves you for you. I think you love him as well, things will work out. I have taken your advice and have joined some groups on here. I even put up a couple of threads I just need to give it time and learn how to use all the features here on SG. So far it's ok. I joined a few groups and put up a thread. I wish everyone the best all around.