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so adorable...how are you, lovely?

i finally had my way with the turkish lover again

it ws delightful as always

whats new with you?

What do you think abou this new page?

What about this?

As far as I could tell your looking good.

From what I have seen you are beautiful and weight should not be a concern of yours. Really it shouldn't ever period. Just life a healthy life and all else follows. He sounds like a jerk who needs to be beaten. What the hell is his problem. I do not accept the mistreatment of women in any way. In just he last two journals I have seen of yours it seems like he wants you to hate him. Or he is a selfish, stupid, insensitive jerk who just does not care about your feelings and possibly takes you for granted. Perhaps he wants to go through failed relationship after failed relationship until he finds the right girl who reacts to this behavior by stabbing him. Some guys like that.

buena suerte, hun
maybe that is for the best.
if he's holding you back from a new someone you could really passionate about, then it is the right thing to do.
i should take my own advice.

I am well enough. No one need worry about me. You need not apologize to me for anything ever. I understand work and busy. I am sorry your birthday wasn't as well as it should be. You are beautiful though. I am sorry about your father. I know what it is like to lose one dear to you. I am very sorry about your boyfriend. You are quite right. I do not know what he has done. If you want to talk you know where to find me. In the end you have to do what is best and right for you. You need to be with someone who is deserving of you, respectful of you, and loves you for all that you are. a man is suppose to ALWAYS work to be his best and deserving of a woman choosing to be with him. It sounds like he is not doing this. I am sorry. Especially at this time when you are dealing with your fathers passing. He should have been doing ever more to give you support and comfort. He should not be agitating you. I hope you are feeling better

Your welcome

call me a ....I don't care....your pics make me think dirty thoughts....

like humping

oh my. that's a heavy problem and i'm not the best one to give advice on it. . . .

what was davy jones saying? well, he found it amusing to talk about touring in japan and how he didn't even know he got a standing ovation because all the japs (his words) were too short for him to even tell they stood.

considering the tourist crowds at disney? i have no freaking clue.

the people around me were all atwitter over it too.

Good news about your job, sounds like even a little extra help will go a long way.

Your friend Michelle? Pardon me while I reel in my tongue. Nothing much new with me. Still trying to lose a few more lbs, still drinking too much, still on edge most of the time, but it's spring and I'm getting along okay.

that is FUCKING SEXY!


me want!!!

That is very beautiful. I am doing better to some degree. You must read my mommy days poem. Well I think that new pic of your eye is so cool, love the light rays I want that beautiful peice of art, too! Im still torturing myself with the man, but life is getting to be less sad these days so thats good.

My mate Mike described it as "dancing with every muscle in her body". I am hard pressed to disagree.

To be honest I think you could afford to lose the kid gloves. Being hot gives people a lot of leeway.

Wow, thank you. Really. You're so sweet.

I heard a Fiona Apple song on the radio the other day (oh I was getting tattooed in fact) and immediately thought of you. I'm really glad you loved the show. Hope the room cleaning is going well!

im going for pretty damn stupid lmao

I think they're cool in a Power Rangers sort of way, but in a fine art gallery they'd be the proverbial sore thumb. The little kid in me digs it, I mean, you gotta love sharks and flames!

I don't walk into galleries... I kind of saunter...

And considering that most girls are too busy catching their breath to speak I don't think thats ever been said about me either... I usually get asked to leave places pretty quickly...

I just wish my super-attractive self didn't disrupt business wherever I went....

Ahhh... I could live forever in the alternate-reality I create for myself....

alexstar stole my comment....i should have been quicker...damn.

Regal Cinemas is doing a Special Showing of Boondock Saints at 8 PM on May 22nd to drive the Special Collectors Edition DVD release on May 23rd!!!!

BTW May 23rd is my B-Day.. and I am toatlly going to be seeing the SAINTS ON THE BIG SCREEN!!!!

Hey! Thanks for writing, I appreciate it...been pretty bummy lately..