rissabella

Okay, so...my bfs grandmother got sick, things were icky and i cant even really begin to describe what the hell happened over the last week, but it was hell and painful, but I think he has decided to stay with me. His grandmother passed Sunday early, he did tell me before hand during a talk that he knew I did love him more than he loves me, things still arent clear, but Im not about to push into the subject when things seem to be some what okay at the moment.

On another note I am testing out my different recording options so I can make a video blog and I am debating on what to talk about, I am thinking doing like a mini series of my mini obsessions and talking about why i like them and such, but I was also thinking possibly a Q & A blog later on of anyone had questions they wanted to ask. any thoughts?