rissabella

according to new research (someone who was supposed to be my best friend and my bf) I am a soulless heartless bitch.

let me explain. last night this chick i know and am not a fan of because she has literally ruined the lives of several people i know came to the birthday outing. she got so fucked up they were going to throw her out so I started taking care of her, making her drink water and talking to the manager and stuff basicallt trying to prevent her from being thrown out and ruining my friends birthday outing or have her ger arrested. so she has to pee and somewhere in between me taking her there and grabbing her paper towels to clean her hands she left my custody and they kicked her out. now at that point this is no longer my problem, she needs to sober up and with the way shes been acting it would be best in a jail cell. But no they tell me bf his gf got kicked out so I have to find out why the hell my bf is taking off and not listening as i scream his name. this leads to us outside with her being a fucking crazy whiny bitch. So instead of calling the cab or grabbing the girl in charge because as i stated, not our problem, my bf has to bring her back to the hotel room. i didnt get to enjoy my night, my bf didnt dance with me, i barely got to dance like maybe 30 seconds, and the drunk chick had already covered me with a jack and coke. Obviously i am not happy about any of this so i didnt help take her to the room my supposed friend did, then becuse i really didnt care about leaving her there for a cab or even the hotel van this huge fight errupts about how im this soulless heartless selfish bitch. Now we are down to my bf said "im giving you a chance to talk tonight, but im not convinced were through" after a year for a dumb drunk bitch he doesnt even know, or what she has done. am i missing something here? hes like you dont see anything you did as wrong. um...