rissabella

I love waking up to a third shift alcoholic screaming at me when I literally have done nothing.

Im sorry that you forced me in to college and now i have a degree with honors and no car because all that loan money and other money i had went to school. Sorry that i am a member of an honors society and not knocked up. sorry that i am continuing my education and have a part time job that doesnt give me enough hours and I cant find a full time job. sorry that apparently all that makes me scum of the earth apparently.

I am so sick of this "im like this because of you" bull shit because you were like this before i was born, im sick of this "when are you moving out" because when i had money you took it all and im sick of the bitching about needing the car once a week to get to my job because you never helped me get a car but you helped everyone else in the family. I hope when I am finally gone and you dont see me any more and if i have kids you dont see them, you will finally realize that you didnt do your best and did everything you could to bring me down and im still surviving, living breathing, and trying to better myself. so fuck off.