I wanted to get some news.

First one of my grandmothers has got a leg cut due to diabete. I had a little fear about how I would react seeing this.

But it was not so hard fir me beacuse i was not seeing anything. The problem is she is just 40 kilos now and she doesn't eat much.

I just hope she will just have some smiles and laughs in this period and that her burden will not be too heavy.

Sometimes i just can hope or prey.

For me the morale is not bad, I stay positive and had some job interviews.I didn't have these but I have learned from my faults (especially social laws or so). I just continue to struggle and had some great shows like Godspeed you black emperor, really spacey and strong, with great videos and emotions.

I have seen two days ago You were never really here from Nylle Ramsay that I found really good, with very naice plans and a great Joaquin Phoenix.

I saw ratcatcher from her many years ago and founded it really good too.

Art, great music, movies and great books help me much and give me energy to stay positive and ambitious.