These times are not so easy for me.
End of a relationship taht was 5 years long but with no future, too much insults and judgements, not enough help and confidence in the other.
I am happy to have said it was over because my body felt bad with her. So now I felt relieved but i must work on being better too, having a job and being more confident.
I still resppect myself because I think i can be better, I have a big confidence in humilty and being more open to the others.
Books, movies, friends, playing magic the gathering or so help me much in this period.
Moerover my two grandmothers are in a bad shape and are not in a great shape. But they had a great age 91 and 92 years old.
I just hope they will not suffer too much because they were nice with me.
I can just be positive about my future and take all the chances that life give me and just prey for my grandmothers to have the best afterlife possible.
