risingwaters

im having like the worst day ever =/

I called it quits with my girlfriend last night and i feel horrible....even though it was my choice.

I usually dont date girls that ive been friends with before, i just get to know them as we go and then if its not working out we just go from there. but for the first time i started dating this girl that ive been friends with for like 8 months. we got along amazingly before but now that we were dating we just started arguing all the time. Ill even be the first to admit that most of them were my fault, she just irritates me sometimes. i guess before when we were just friends we didnt spend all the time together, we talked occasionally and would run into each other out at shows and things but at the end of the night we went our own separate ways.

having to call it off with her was hard though, i hate seeing her cry, and knowing that its my fault. she was crazy about me and I was everything that she thought she wanted...but sadly i couldnt say the same. I just felt like i was settling for something that was good...but not great. I feel like a douche