riottsiren

i stare into the blue
working it back 'n forth
between my hands,
innocent lost between the colors.
the large eyes of the young
stare back at me,
asking always
what i'm unwilling to answer
anything hidden underneath.

"breath for me."
he says.
as though it were easy
as though it were light.
as though i could be something beautiful.
in eyes that were something so much more then i could ever be.

"be with me."
she sighed just once.
as if it were my dream, at any time.
(o'to fairies with paper wings, and sun kissed hair)

darkness is here,
outside the light
where no one is looking
to dance,
in a moment of trust
as though you were mine.
you must be willing
always willing to give.
to step away.
give it all(they say)
for something so unknown.

"i shall see what comes out
instead of what goes in."