So i sleep again, but i still havent consciencely cried in about 8 months. I only cry in my dreams. Couple weeks ago, I cried because i dreamt of my deceased friend and childs namesake Maia. In reality, she died of cancer, in my dream, she was murdered. Last night i cried because i was depressed in a mental hospital. But then i escaped and ran away with my friends i had in high school. Oddly enough, that was the last time i truly remember being happy. Then i woke up depressed more then i was in my dream. Goddamn.
Maybe theres something metaphysically wrong with me. Maybe im tired of this surreptitious existance.
Maybe i just need to get laid.
A few words would help a sista out.
Riot
Maybe theres something metaphysically wrong with me. Maybe im tired of this surreptitious existance.
Maybe i just need to get laid.
A few words would help a sista out.
Riot
I just logged on after so long away...
I send you sweetness and support and I'd do
"everything" I could to help ya out!
We keep missing each other out and about!
So I send you digital hugs and intrweb smooches!!!!
~Gatsby